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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Doctors and Dissatisfaction

February 17, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,383 Days Alive

$349.95 for my Basaglar

9.3 A1C

1 Disappointed Me

So. I still can’t afford my insulin. I refuse to pay $349.95 for it. It’s the principle of the matter as well as I just don’t fucking have it.

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Of Writing and Wrath

February 15, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,381 Days Alive

I had a bad day.

A very bad day.

I’m pissed off and can’t talk about why.

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Of Disappointment and Dinner

February 14, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,380 Days Alive

1 Missed Opportunity

I’m not doing too great this evening.

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Of Snuggles and Sushi

February 13, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,379 Days Alive

So I spent the morning with J and Bill6, as I slept at their place last night, and I got an interesting tarot reading that left me hopeful for the future.

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Of Windsor and Writing

February 12, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,378 Days Alive

523 Words Written Today

52 Photos/Videos Taken Today

1 New Painting!

I’m up on the Moon visiting with J and Bill6. Not really the moon, but it’s 90 minutes north of Tampa Bay so it may as well be, metaphorically.

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Of Mentality and Malaise

February 10, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,376 Days Alive

891 Days Straight on Duolingo

I’m exhausted so this will be brief.

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Of Horizons and Harry Potter

February 9, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,375 Days Alive

908 Words Written for Crows at the Crossroads

890 Days Straight on Duolingo

My boss is away the next two days so I’m going to try and jam out, get everything done that I can for her return on Monday.

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Of Lounging and Laughter

February 6, 2022February 8, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,372 Days Alive

I spent the day with Cleo today. We tried to shop small and local to get some writing done at a place called Grassroots here in Tampa.

It didn’t work out as planned.

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Of Stress and Squishmallows

February 4, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,370 Days Alive

1 New Squishmallow Added to my Collection of Stuffed Animals

I was deprived of a proper childhood. I grew up in an often hellacious, neglectful, and abusive home. So now I enjoy some simpler pleasures, like stuffed animals and doing origami, when stressed out.

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Of Sadness and Softness

February 3, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,369 Days Alive

1 Rotten Day

What do you miss the most when you lose someone? Their laugh? The inside jokes you had? The years of memories that you know will eventually fade to nothingness?

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Of Brownies and Believing

February 1, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,367 Days Alive

We watched a “reality” show on Vampires in America tonight while we ate dinner. It was infinitely mockable.

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Of Breakfast and Beverages

January 30, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,365 Days Alive

$12.00 For a Drink at a Kava Bar

1 Awesome Day

I spent over 12 hours with Cleo today. It was awesome AND I got writing done.

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Of Memos and Meals

January 26, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,361 Days Alive

1,866 Words So Far in Chapter Five of Crows at the Crossroads

1 Cup of Coffee Imbibed

I was on the struggle bus today. Couldn’t wake up to save my soul. And even after I got out of bed and got to work, I was weary.

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