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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Heat and Hope

October 19, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,262 Days Alive

Quick post: super depressed. Air conditioning isn’t working. Got an ice pack out for the cat because it’s 86 degrees in here.

I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Dinner and Downhearted

October 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,261 Days Alive

777 Days Straight on Duolingo

2 Days Till Daddy’s Birthday

I have some amazing friends: DW, Reffie, J, Bill6, and several others. But man am I an emotional wreck this week.

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Of Traveling and Tiredness

October 17, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,260 Days Alive

120+ Miles Driven Today

1 Accidental Nap

Well, I metaphorically crashed like a rock into a pond when I got home today from Grandma Gator’s place. I dropped Cousin Kay off at home and then went home for some Spock cuddles.

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Of Fajitas and Family Fun

October 16, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,259 Days Alive

4 Steak Fajitas Eaten

1.75 Miles Walked Today

Still down here visiting Grandma Gator with Cousin Kay. We go home tomorrow.

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Of Miles and Memories

October 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,258 Days Alive

122 Miles Driven and Then Some

3 Servings of Gummy Worms Consumed

2 New To Me Shirts

It’s been a long, long day.

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Of Packing and Playfulness

October 14, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,257 Days Alive

9 Hours Worked

2 Chalupas Eaten

Spock was super feisty when I finally got home from work today. Just in an unusually playful mood. It was cute.

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Of Mold and Minds

October 12, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,255 Days Alive

I tried to have a sandwich for dinner today. It didn’t work out. The damned unopened lunch meat had fuzzy green and black mold on it. Which is both gross and disappointing.

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Of Sugar and Spookiness

October 11, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,254 Days Alive

770 Days Straight on Duolingo

1 Mildly Unwell Me

So, I have been feeling off kilter all day. Just…not good. Sour stomach, cramping, and just blah. I come home and decide, on a whim, to take my blood sugar level.

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Of Dates and Discussion

October 8, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,251 Days Alive

Well, I’m again going to state how much I love a good conversation.

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Of Goals and Goodbyes

October 7, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,250 Days Alive

I’m feeling sad tonight. I don’t quite know why. I feel like some things have slipped through my fingers, lately.

Maybe I’m working too much overtime and I’m just burnt out?

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Of Glue and Good Friends

October 5, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,248 Days Alive

12.5 Rows into Fen’s Rainbow Round Ripple Blanket

2 New To Me Lended Hot Glue Guns

I don’t know what kind of crafter I am that I am just now venturing into hot-glue territory. I’m making commissioned wreathes for the holiday season and I’ve not used a hot glue in in… recent memory.

Like maybe more than a decade?

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Of Pain and Pushing Through

September 30, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,243 Days Alive

759 Days Straight on Duolingo

6 Rows into Fen’s Rainbow Star Blanket

2 Bowls of Cereal Eaten for Dinner

1 Episode of NCIS Watched

Today was a bad pain day. I’m talking, threw up my morning coffee from the pain kind of bad day.

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Of Laundry and Let-Downs

September 28, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,241 Days Alive

3 Years Straight on PostmarkWonderland

I finally conquered Mount Clean Clothes and got everything put away. I feel accomplished if exhausted. Cleo kept me company via text while I worked away at it.

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