Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
12,469 Days Alive
8,139 Books to Read
2,973 Steps
2 New Pairs Of Pants
2 Cups of Tea
1 Nice Afternoon with Linna
I think I’m on the other side of this depressive hump. Still suicidal, but less so. In more pain because I over did it a little bit, but eh. I had a good day.
12,462 Days Alive
I am absolutely exhausted today. Continue reading “Sleepy, Sleepy Sunday”
12,448 Days Alive
8,132 Books to Read
1 Bloody Nose
Today was a weird one.
And I don’t really feel like talking about it.
I think I’m having a really bad depressive experience because all I want to do is sleep and not be in pain.
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds folks.
12,434 Days Alive
3 Pork Ribs Eaten
1 Diet Root Beer Drank
I’m not feeling well, so I’ll be brief. Continue reading “Soporific Sunday”
12,399 Days Alive
8,065 Ebooks to Read
14 Days Till the Cruise
7 Days Till the New Job
5 Days Till the End of the Current Job
A lot going on for the next fortnight. And I am scraping the bottom of the barrel for the energy for it.
12,357 Days Alive
7,376 Books to Read
5,780 Steps Walked
1 Movie Half Watched
Rehfan and I hit the Dali Museum today! It was a glorious mile plus walk on a nice day in dresses!
Continue reading “Dresses, Dali, Dining, Downey, and Delightful Darling”
12,215 Days Alive
6,754 Books To Read
14 Days Until I Meet Baby Bubble
4 Books I Need to Remember to Review
3 Frog and Restart Sessions
1 Entire Digorno Pizza Consumed
I officially said my final fair well to carbohydrate consumption in great amounts today. I start the ketogenic diet fully in the morning. Why?
Because I know I can do it. I want to do it. And for fuck’s sake, I am tired of being fat.
***Trigger warning for content: I am going to discuss my being a rape survivor in this entry.***
12,208 Days Alive
6 Days Until the Housewarming
1 Tire Changed
In less than a week, we will be having our housewarming party! I am excited.
12,301 Days Alive
My weekend isn’t over yet. I have tomorrow off. I’m… I don’t know if I will sleep tonight.
I will try.
I saw a raccoon this evening. Maybe he means that my problem solving skills or adaptability will come to use this week.
I’ll stay up a bit and crochet some more.
12,294 Days Alive Still
6,574 Books to Read
87 Wikipedia Articles Read
8 Episodes of Paranormal Survivor Watched
3 Hour Nap
Since I didn’t get but an hour of sleep this morning, I wasn’t as productive as I wanted to be.
12,280 Days Alive
6,473 Books to Read
6 Roses Bought
4 Ultimate Oreos Eaten
2 Pieces of Garlic Bread Eaten
1 New Squishmallow Owl Plushie
Man. Today was rough. Not completely devastating or anything like that. But I went to bed at… ten? Eleven? I don’t even know.
12,273 Days Alive
6,440 Ebooks to Read
6 Pieces is Bacon Eaten
1 Migraine Being a Jerk
Both my brain and my brain gremlins are being jerks today.
12,252 Days Alive
2 Friends Seen
1 Blended Vanilla Chai Latte with Boba Drank
Just a quick note, as I am tired as all hell.
We were able to meet up with both J and Marina today.
Move is… progressing. So many boxes to unpack.
I just read through the last quarter of Imogen Hermes Gowar’s The Mermaid and Mrs. Handcock. Review will be posted as time allows.
I need sleep. G’night Wonderlandians.
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