Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
12,497 Days Alive
8,159 Ebooks to Read
20 Squares Joined
15 Squares to Go
Today was an Adventure Day with Linna! What could have been a day spent being a lump in bed ended up with me walking over 4,000 steps!
Continue reading “Super Active Sunday”
Still 12,489 Days Alive
I really just feel frayed as a broken rope.
Continue reading “On the Road Again”
12,489 Days Alive
5 Medications Picked Up
0 Doses of Lyrica Left
Trigger warning: discussion of suicidal thoughts.
Despite being told otherwise when I dropped the prescription off, Publix Pharmacy will not partially fill my Lyrica while they are doing the prior authorization.
Continue reading “Somewhat Upsetting Sunday”
12,482 Days Alive
Well, still waiting to see what Hurricane Dorian is going to do to Florida, but otherwise today was a lovely day.
Continue reading “Waiting, Watching, Laughing”
12,475 Days Alive
8,142 Books to Read
We’re playing Cards Against Humanity at the kitchen table with our friend Rea, my Darling Wife, and Tink.
Continue reading “Chicken, Cards, and Cacophonous Laughter”
12,469 Days Alive
8,139 Books to Read
2,973 Steps
2 New Pairs Of Pants
2 Cups of Tea
1 Nice Afternoon with Linna
I think I’m on the other side of this depressive hump. Still suicidal, but less so. In more pain because I over did it a little bit, but eh. I had a good day.
12,462 Days Alive
I am absolutely exhausted today. Continue reading “Sleepy, Sleepy Sunday”
12,448 Days Alive
8,132 Books to Read
1 Bloody Nose
Today was a weird one.
And I don’t really feel like talking about it.
I think I’m having a really bad depressive experience because all I want to do is sleep and not be in pain.
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds folks.
12,434 Days Alive
3 Pork Ribs Eaten
1 Diet Root Beer Drank
I’m not feeling well, so I’ll be brief. Continue reading “Soporific Sunday”
12,399 Days Alive
8,065 Ebooks to Read
14 Days Till the Cruise
7 Days Till the New Job
5 Days Till the End of the Current Job
A lot going on for the next fortnight. And I am scraping the bottom of the barrel for the energy for it.
12,378 Days Alive
7,800 EBooks to Read
1,863 Words Written
1 Dead Laptop Screen
Today was fantastically productive. Spending time with Reffie was amazing as always. She and I hung out and wrote. And when I got home…my laptop screen wasn’t working.
12,357 Days Alive
7,376 Books to Read
5,780 Steps Walked
1 Movie Half Watched
Rehfan and I hit the Dali Museum today! It was a glorious mile plus walk on a nice day in dresses!
Continue reading “Dresses, Dali, Dining, Downey, and Delightful Darling”
12,215 Days Alive
6,754 Books To Read
14 Days Until I Meet Baby Bubble
4 Books I Need to Remember to Review
3 Frog and Restart Sessions
1 Entire Digorno Pizza Consumed
I officially said my final fair well to carbohydrate consumption in great amounts today. I start the ketogenic diet fully in the morning. Why?
Because I know I can do it. I want to do it. And for fuck’s sake, I am tired of being fat.
***Trigger warning for content: I am going to discuss my being a rape survivor in this entry.***
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