12,718 Days Alive
7 Minutes in a Zoom Call
1 Divorce Finalized
I’m not quite sure what I have to say tonight. I’m feeling a lot and nothing all at once.
I know the court date and today’s proceedings were just the formalization of something already over.
I still want to cry.
But it’s…stuck. Somewhere beneath my breastbone. Like a fist clenching around my lungs.
This is why I took tomorrow off. I need time. Time to grieve. Time to process.
I’m exhausted in mount ways. I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.