It’s Definitely Thursday

~ Theodora Vanyar

12,718 Days Alive

7 Minutes in a Zoom Call

1 Divorce Finalized

I’m not quite sure what I have to say tonight. I’m feeling a lot and nothing all at once.

I know the court date and today’s proceedings were just the formalization of something already over.

I still want to cry.

But it’s…stuck. Somewhere beneath my breastbone. Like a fist clenching around my lungs.

This is why I took tomorrow off. I need time. Time to grieve. Time to process.

I’m exhausted in mount ways. I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Published by Theodora Vanyar

Writer. Artist. Laughter addict. Queer, Jew-ish, anxiety riddled, dealing with #BipolarDisorder, and fat. Oxford Comma FOREVER! All else is icing.

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