Of Flare Ups and Finality

13,087 Days Alive

I’m in the weeds of a fibromyalgia flare up from hell. It’s likely triggered by the stress of changing jobs this week. Everything hurts.

So, I’ll be starting my new job on Monday. I’ll be grateful for Friday off. My own little three day holiday before I start my new job!

When it comes to matters of the heart, I’m a little bruised there. One door is closing, another slammed shut in my metaphorical face, and I’m kind of overwhelmed with emotion. I was hoping for more, for better; but it looks like what I wanted emotionally and what I get are two different things.

Mentally I’m doing okay. Not as bad brain fog now that I’m on Adderall. Still a bit of a struggle today, but I’ll not be leaving things undone when I clock out on Thursday for the last time with my current company. I’ll miss some of the people for sure. Miss Britt has been awesome. And I’m glad that Nancy and I connected outside of work. It’s kinda cool having a friend on the other side of the globe.

Anyway, I’m going to go appease the Duolingo owl and meditate before bed.

Take your meds, folks.

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