14,340 Days Alive
638 Days Since I Moved to Indiana
0 Days Since I’ve Been Blown Off By Supposed Friends
I literally want to cry. I’m so goddamned lonely. I have Mac. My online friends. Chele, J, Reffie. And I guess I do have one “analog” friend here, Tina. But I met her through Mac and having one friend who isn’t a hugger much is like, killing me.
I’m just sleeping under a weighted blanket for the tactile sensation. I’m praying I don’t bother Mac when I ask for hugs or something.
I just want a healthy social circle again. A stitch and bitch or witchy meet up. I don’t know what to do.
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
Postmark Wonderland 