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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Feeling Worthless

Of Nightmares and Naps

September 8, 2020September 13, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,856 Days Alive

Nightmares suck.

I’m tired. I want a nap.

That’s about all I’ve got today.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Friends, Flora, and Fauna

September 7, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,855 Days Alive

8,807 Steps Taken

1 Chocolate Lava Cake with Raspberry Sauce Eaten

So, today’s post is image heavy. I spent the day with Usagi, Lex, and Megan today. It was lovely.

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Therapy on a Thursday

August 27, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,844 Days Alive

365 Day Streak on Duolingo

1 Tough Therapy Session

Today was rough. I had my therapy appointment with Vickie today. Made it all the way through without breaking down crying.

Which, honestly, shocked me.

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Imagine something witty here…

August 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 3 Comments

12,843 Days Alive

364 Day Streak on Duolingo

So, I make it no secret that I’m bipolar. I’m open and honest about it, my struggles, and my little successes in dealing with it through action, therapy, and medication.

But holy shit am I struggling right now.

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Tuesday In a Tizzy

August 25, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,842 Days Alive

17 Rows of Sparrow’s Seaside Blanket Done So Far

1 Bad Brain Day

So. The doctor didn’t issue me a refill of my Lyrica so when I went to the pharmacy today to get it, it wasn’t ready. Thankfully, I’m not out yet, but it was worrisome.

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Muggy Monday Morning

August 24, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,841 Days Alive

3 Rainstorms Today

1 Tired Me

I meant to go to bed by 9:30 this evening. Had the television off and everything. And then Fen let me help build their new desk which was fun but now it’s bed time.

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Simply Busy Saturday

August 15, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,832 Days Alive

1 Sore Me

My thighs are sore. So are my knees. It’s only sixteen stairs to the second floor, but it ain’t fun hauling stuff in 90-100 degree weather.

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Friday, Thankfully

August 14, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,831 Days Alive

1 Tired Me

I am absolutely exhausted. We moved about four loads of stuff from my car today. And I loaded it back up this evening for another trip tomorrow morning.

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Weary on a Wednesday

August 12, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,829 Days Alive

16 Days Till the Big Move

My head is killing me. I’d say I think I overdid it today, but I only packed a half dozen boxes.

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Upset Stomach

August 7, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,824 Days Alive

Today was a difficult day at work. I woke up with a sour stomach.

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Nearly the Weekend

August 6, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,823 Days Alive

I have to get my car serviced this weekend. The check engine light is on. I’m hoping it’s an easy, affordable fix.

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Breaking Bread, Literally and Metaphorically

August 2, 2020August 2, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,819 Days Alive

80 Miles Driven

4 Potato and Onion Pancakes

2 New Places Visited

1 Exhausted But Cheerful Me

The full moon is tomorrow. That makes tonight the first night of it. Maybe I’ll light that good luck candle I bought tomorrow?

Today was a rollercoaster. In a good way.

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Lammas/Lugh 2020

August 1, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,818 Days Alive

47 Point at Dinosaur Island

24 Roses Bought

6 Mini Muffins Eaten

2 Bowls of Chili

1 Tarot Card Reading from J

I didn’t sleep well last night. Woke up at four or so. I didn’t look at my phone, but it had to have been after three. I didn’t get back to sleep until my alarm went off at six thirty. Once I got to sleep, I slept like a rock.

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