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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Sadness and Simplicity

October 20, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,263 Days Alive

I’m sad tonight. It’s Daddy’s birthday. I miss him more around this time of year.

I’m just… I can’t tonight. I am going to go listen to some music and stare at the moon.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Heat and Hope

October 19, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,262 Days Alive

Quick post: super depressed. Air conditioning isn’t working. Got an ice pack out for the cat because it’s 86 degrees in here.

I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Dinner and Downhearted

October 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,261 Days Alive

777 Days Straight on Duolingo

2 Days Till Daddy’s Birthday

I have some amazing friends: DW, Reffie, J, Bill6, and several others. But man am I an emotional wreck this week.

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Of Traveling and Tiredness

October 17, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,260 Days Alive

120+ Miles Driven Today

1 Accidental Nap

Well, I metaphorically crashed like a rock into a pond when I got home today from Grandma Gator’s place. I dropped Cousin Kay off at home and then went home for some Spock cuddles.

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Of Miles and Memories

October 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,258 Days Alive

122 Miles Driven and Then Some

3 Servings of Gummy Worms Consumed

2 New To Me Shirts

It’s been a long, long day.

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Of Mold and Minds

October 12, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,255 Days Alive

I tried to have a sandwich for dinner today. It didn’t work out. The damned unopened lunch meat had fuzzy green and black mold on it. Which is both gross and disappointing.

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Of Goals and Goodbyes

October 7, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,250 Days Alive

I’m feeling sad tonight. I don’t quite know why. I feel like some things have slipped through my fingers, lately.

Maybe I’m working too much overtime and I’m just burnt out?

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Of Glue and Good Friends

October 5, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,248 Days Alive

12.5 Rows into Fen’s Rainbow Round Ripple Blanket

2 New To Me Lended Hot Glue Guns

I don’t know what kind of crafter I am that I am just now venturing into hot-glue territory. I’m making commissioned wreathes for the holiday season and I’ve not used a hot glue in in… recent memory.

Like maybe more than a decade?

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Of Constantine and Crocheting

October 3, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,246 Days Alive

1,099 Days in a Row on PostmarkWonderland

1 Adapted Pattern

Came back from J and Bill6’s today. Got a lot of laundry done, got some cleaning done, and adapted a knitting pattern that was making me cry into a crochet pattern to make the Buffalo Plaid Hat for Papa Tom.

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Of Chimichangas and Change

September 29, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,242 Days Alive

1 Chimichanga Eaten

Let me start off with the positive: thanks to the kindness of certain people, I am able to buy cat food and groceries. And the date with Cleo went well, though I learned that Taco Bus’ chairs are fantastically uncomfortable.

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Of Laundry and Let-Downs

September 28, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,241 Days Alive

3 Years Straight on PostmarkWonderland

I finally conquered Mount Clean Clothes and got everything put away. I feel accomplished if exhausted. Cleo kept me company via text while I worked away at it.

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Of Videos and Victories

September 27, 2021September 27, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,240 Days Alive

1,093 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland

15 Rounds Done on the Cloud Round Ripple Blanket

9 Minute Video Tutorial

1 Therapy Appointment Scheduled

I posted my first crochet tutorial this evening! It’s live, with captions, here on my YouTube channel, Hook of the Witch!

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Of Harridans and Headaches

September 22, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,235 Days Alive

I have a terrible headache and a cat that is snoring while asleep in the small of my back.

Better than last night’s frog fiasco, for sure.

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