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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Fainting and Falling

July 27, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,178 Days Alive

2 Bottles of Gatorade Drank

So… I fainted this morning. I don’t know why but I assume it was dehydration and sleep deprivation.

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Of Mistakes and Math

July 26, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,177 Days Alive

Man, I am mentally fried. And my day count was off. By a lot. Again.

I’m just going to call the game on account of metaphoric rain and go to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Insomnia and Ickiness

July 21, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,072 Days Alive

I’ve been mostly awake since Monday with about three hours of sleep between naps at my desk and a brief nap after five a.m.

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Of Esperanto and Exhaustion

July 19, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,070 Days Alive

I’ve got to go into work early tomorrow so this will be brief.

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Of Foresight and Forgetfulness

July 17, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,068 Days Alive

1 Day Without Headache

I had to hit two different stores to get all that I needed today, and even then I forgot some things.

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Of Reading and Recovery

July 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,066 Days Alive

8 Books Read in the Last Week

3rd Day of Migraine Hell

I accidentally posted a recipe too early. So it’s been deleted for now. Now, onto the meat of today’s post: recovering from another damn migraine.

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Of Fuel and Family

July 9, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,060 Days Alive

Tampa was out of fuel. It sucked. It took three gas stations to find fuel.

Busy building a puzzle with Mal, Bubbles, and a few of the in-laws. Off to have family time.

Take your meds, folks!

Of Chores and Chai

July 8, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,059 Days Alive

3 Panic Attacks

1 Postponed Meeting (Three times!)

Today was stressful at work. I’m just mentally exhausted. Still loving my job, but I got an important project tossed into my lap as soon as I walked in today and spent most of the day stressed as hell.

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Of Frights and Fireworks

July 4, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,055 Days Alive

3 Spooky Movies Watched

1 Plate of Homemade Nachos Eaten

I hung out with Rayne today. It was fun but exhausting for some reason. I’m not sure why but I had a massive pain spike not long after I got there.

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Of Tacos and Tarot Cards

July 2, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,053 Days Alive

Today was not as long as yesterday, but I did almost royally screw up a case, so now I’m ultra paranoid about doing things wrong at work.

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Of Nachos and Nightmares

July 1, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,052 Days Alive

10 Hour Day

1 Massive Thunderstorm

I did not sleep well last night. Between staying out too late, however much fun I had, and my nightmares, I barely got any sleep.

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Of Storms and Starting Anew

June 29, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,050 Days Alive

1 Blanket for Papa Ben Finished

Oh man, oh man. I finished Papa Ben’s blanket today. Sewing in that final end was a glorious moment. Now I just need to make Pop Tom’s Buffalo Plaid Blanket.

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Of Bad Days and Birthdays

June 28, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,049 Days Alive

36 Years Alive

1 Rotten Day

Well, I’m glad I had a good weekend because my actual birthday kind of sucked.

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