12,712 Days Alive
2 Rows Left on DW’s Blanket
I’m so grateful it’s Friday. This week at work had me fried. And I finally finished the first round of yellow on DW’s blanket.
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Words and Margaritas
12,699 Days Alive
6,787 Words Written Since April 1St
3 Doses of the New Med Down
2 Raspberry Margaritas Drank
1 Slice of Chocolate Cake Eaten
I made it through today without wanting to die of exhaustion, so that’s something. I got a lot of writing done thanks to Reffie. More to do though.
Continue reading “Words and Margaritas”Medication and Doctors
12,698 Days Alive
1 Doctor’s Appointment and New Medication
Welp, I’m up to three medications for my depression and Bipolar Disorder. I kinda hate it, kinda hope it works out?
Continue reading “Medication and Doctors”Just another Manic Monday
12,694 Days Alive
8 Rows Left in DW’s Blanket
2 Clingy Kitties
1 New/Old Friend Found
Actually, I’m not that manic. Or at least I don’t think I am. But I was hella busy at work today. I didn’t get everything finished, but I got all the important stuff done, so that’s what matters.
Continue reading “Just another Manic Monday”COVID Concerns and Pizza
12,690 Days Alive
2 Keto Pizzas Eaten
I’m tired. But today was an okay day. I think I did everything I was supposed to at work. Tomorrow will be busy as heck.
Continue reading “COVID Concerns and Pizza”Multitasking Monday
12,687 Days Alive
2 Movies Watched
1 New Chat Joined
Today did not go as planned, in the best way possible.
Continue reading “Multitasking Monday”Bad Day
12,684 Days Alive
Today was a rough day. A friend is hurt, another sick. Drama llamas are running rampant in my life. And my therapist cancelled on me twenty four minutes before my appointment was scheduled to start.
So.
Screw today. I am going to bed.
Crochet and a Cat!
12,683 Days Alive
Today was one of those days where I had to sneak off to the bathroom to cry.
Continue reading “Crochet and a Cat!”Massively Melancholy
12,682 Days Alive
Maybe it’s because everything is spiraling out of control? Maybe I’m just in a downswing. Either way, today is an uphill battle to maintain functionality.
Continue reading “Massively Melancholy”Voting and Yawning
12,681 Days Alive
Today was a simple, yet simply exhausting day.
Continue reading “Voting and Yawning”Anxiety and a Headache
12,668 Days Alive
2 More Days till Therapy
I’m twitchy today. Anxiety is at a solid seven and the negative thought radio is playing pretty damn loud.
Continue reading “Anxiety and a Headache”Stuck in Fast Forward
12,667 Days Alive
201 Day Streak on Duolingo
1 Manic Me
I went through all of my clothes today. Cleaned out the closet and went through all of the seasonal stuff and put the velvets into storage for the season.
Continue reading “Stuck in Fast Forward”Terror and Therapy
12,666 Days Alive
90 Official Days at the New Job
2 Appointments Scheduled
1 Terrified Me
I know that my first thought when it comes to therapy shouldn’t be that I’m absolutely terrified. But, that’s what I am.
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