2nd Night of Hanukkah 2019/Christmas Eve Eve

December 23, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,596 Days Alive

2nd Night of Hanukkah

1 Tired Me

I didn’t sleep well last night. Bad pain night. I took all my meds, and melatonin. But sleep was still evasive as hell.

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Worn Out Wednesday

December 11, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

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I didn’t sleep well last night. Not a shocker since I kicked off my day with a psych doctor appointment. I never seem to sleep well before the appointments.

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Yawn-Filled Sunday

December 8, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

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1 Project Completed

I went to see friends in Clearwater today. One thing it cemented was how much I would have hated the dastardly commute from home to Clearwater.

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Training, Travel, and Tuesday

November 26, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,569 Days Alive

1 More Day till my trip

Less than twenty four hours and I’ll be in Chicago!

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Anniversary and an Upheaval

November 12, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

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2 Years Married

1 Moved Desk

Today is my second wedding anniversary to my Darling Wife. I wish I could say that I was able to afford to do something nice, but I could not. Best I did tonight was sweep the floor.

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Struggling with Suicidal Thoughts

November 3, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

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3rd Day of NaNoWriMo

I don’t know what’s up with me today. I’m just not having a good brain day when I really should be.

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Delightful Downpour and Doctors

October 21, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,533 Days Alive

The weather was lovely today. Dreary rain and slightly blustery. I loved it.

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October Almost Over

October 20, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,532 Days Alive

Today was a productive, exhausting day. I got my car serviced, had breakfast with Linna, hung out with my Darling Wife and with J for a bit, and got to have wings. It was a pretty good day.

Now, my exhausted self who got less than four hours of sleep yesterday into today is going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.