12,523 Days Alive
I don’t feel well. I can’t seem to get warm or get rid of this headache. I’m going to bed.
Unwell
Category: Suicidal
Headache and Hot Dogs
12,521 Days Alive
1 Icepick Headache
I have a massive craving for hot dogs, for some reason. Like, a big Chicago style dog or a chili dog. It’s terrible, but only because I can’t eat this late at night so I can’t run to Sonic or Checkers and get a quick fix.
Continue reading “Headache and Hot Dogs”Chelé and Chocolate
12,518 Days Alive
1.25 Miles Walked Today
1 Awesome, If Exhausting, Day
I hung out with Chelé today. It was a delightful romp through a land of crafts and shiny things. I even found ruby chocolate for my Darling Wife!
Continue reading “Chelé and Chocolate”Painting and Parents (In Law)
12,517 Days Alive
3 Rolls of Sushi Eaten
1 Birthday Celebrated
We had a birthday party for my mother in law today.
Continue reading “Painting and Parents (In Law)”10-4, Good Buddy!
12,516 Days Alive
2 Busy Days to Come
1 Girls’ Night Out
We went to Melting Pot this evening for my Darling Wife’s stepsister’s birthday. It was amazing and the perfect wind down from a long, stressful week at work.
Continue reading “10-4, Good Buddy!”Down the Rabbit Hole: Year One
12,512 Days Alive
3 Flights of Stairs (4 Times)
1 Year of Blogging
I’be been blogging on Postmark Wonderland for a year straight as of today.
Continue reading “Down the Rabbit Hole: Year One”Bad Brain Day
12,507 Days Alive
1 Flu Shot Obtained
I’m having one of those days where continued existences remains a trial I have to suffer through.
Continue reading “Bad Brain Day”A Journey
12,506 Days Alive
4 Squares Left to Join
I’m almost done with a commission piece. It’s been a much longer journey than I anticipated. But that’s so much like my life, isn’t it?
Continue reading “A Journey”Another Tired Tuesday
12,499 Days Alive
I started watching Downton Abbey tonight. The costumes are beautiful and the characters a delight to spend an hour or two with.
Continue reading “Another Tired Tuesday”Friday the 13th, 2019
12,495 Days Alive
1 Day Without Vomiting
0 Days Since Crying for No Apparent Reason
I have that screaming loneliness in a crowd feeling again. Like no one wants or needs me around.
Continue reading “Friday the 13th, 2019”On the Road Again
Still 12,489 Days Alive
I really just feel frayed as a broken rope.
Continue reading “On the Road Again”Somewhat Upsetting Sunday
12,489 Days Alive
5 Medications Picked Up
0 Doses of Lyrica Left
Trigger warning: discussion of suicidal thoughts.
Despite being told otherwise when I dropped the prescription off, Publix Pharmacy will not partially fill my Lyrica while they are doing the prior authorization.
Continue reading “Somewhat Upsetting Sunday”Headachey Thursday
12,486 Days Alive
I can’t seem to shake this headache. I’ve had it since yesterday afternoon.
I know it’s not from lack of caffeine or water. If I got any more hydrated, my kidneys would float! I think I’ll try taking more ibuprofen when I go to bed, see if that helps.
In better news, my diabetes is officially under control with meds and the dietary changes I’ve made! My A1C, which was a 10.3 in April, is down to a 6.8! I still have to take my meds and watch what I eat, but now I know I can effect positive change on my life. It’s not yet more lost weight, but it’s a damn good start.
I’m going to go practice on Duolingo and maybe read some? I’ve been wanting to catch up on my #200Book Challenge.
Take your meds, folks!
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