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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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June 16, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,406 Days Alive

I learned how to play Spades today!

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Bittersweet Endings

June 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,404 Days Alive

Today was my last day at the University. It was bittersweet as hell. My coworkers threw me a little going away party and I, thank my not waterproof eyeliner, did not cry!

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Too anxious

June 10, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,400 Days Alive

I had a lovely meal with my cousin Kae this evening. But I still feel absolutely drowning in anxiety.

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Sunday Update

June 9, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,399 Days Alive

8,065 Ebooks to Read

14 Days Till the Cruise

7 Days Till the New Job

5 Days Till the End of the Current Job

A lot going on for the next fortnight. And I am scraping the bottom of the barrel for the energy for it.

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Gossamer Thread

May 29, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,388 Days Alive

Today is one of those drowning days.

I feel overwhelmed to the point of disconnection.

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Thoughtful Thursday

May 16, 2019May 16, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,375 Days Alive

7,784 Books to Read

2,752 Steps for the Day

I am a little overwhelmed and burnt out today. I feel like there’s so much going on in my mind that I just need to be quiet outwardly.

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Almost Anastasia

May 11, 2019May 11, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,370 Days Alive

8 on the Pain Scale

1 Bag of Donations

I went through every article of clothing I own after work today. I have regrets in that I was already in pain before I began and now my body is screaming at me for my hubris.

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Exhausting Existence

May 9, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,368 Days Alive

7,745 Books to Read

7.5 On the Pain Scale

2 Episodes of Death in Paradise Watched

1 More Square Made

I’m having a really, really bad fatigue flare up. Flair up, flare up? The latter. Anyway. Brain fog, exhaustion, really short emotional fuse, and the like right now.

I feel like a bag of broken glass been dropped down a concrete stairwell.

Shattered.

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Terribly, Terribly Tired Tuesday

May 7, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,366 Days Alive

7,720 Books to Read

1 Metaphoric Spoon Left

I’m still awake somehow. I got some sleep last night, but it feels like of no quality.

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Happy National Nurses’ Day

May 6, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,365 Days Alive

18 hours, 20 minutes awake

I have been awake since 4:48 this morning. This is all you get.

I had a fantastic evening with Reffie, though we didn’t get a lick of the “planned” writing done. I’m exhausted.

Good night.

Splendid, Stormy Sunday

May 5, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,364 Days Alive

7,625 Books to Read

I kind of just… made it through the day by staying home (mostly) and crocheting.

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Off Step Thursday

May 2, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,361 Days Alive

7,619 Books to Read

291 Pounds

2 Infected Ears

1 Malfunctioning Brain

There’s a big storm system coming in and it has a migraine knocking at my brain. Continue reading “Off Step Thursday” →

Testing Me Tuesday

April 30, 2019April 30, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,359 Days Alive

7,531 Books to Read

I must be getting ready to get run over by my menstrual cycle, coz I feel like crap and would willingly kidney punch someone for some goddamned Andy’s hot fry chips or Cheetos.

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