13,087 Days Alive
I’m in the weeds of a fibromyalgia flare up from hell. It’s likely triggered by the stress of changing jobs this week. Everything hurts.
Continue reading “Of Flare Ups and Finality”Of Flare Ups and Finality
Category: CPTSD
Of Patience and Packages
13,079 Days Alive
1 New Book Added to My Library
My dear DW sent me a book! A gorgeous, gilt paged, leaped bound hardcover copy of “A History of Magic, Witchcraft, and the Occult”. I am going to read it slowly, savor it rather than devour it.
Continue reading “Of Patience and Packages”Of Shopping and Spanish
13,078 Days Alive
2 New Blazers Acquired
So J came over today and we went a-Goodwilling, as one is inclined to do when they need new clothes and only have about fifty bucks to spare.
Continue reading “Of Shopping and Spanish”Of Brain Fog and BBQ
13,077 Days Alive
27 Chapters Outlined
6 BBQ Sauces Tried
1 Exhausted Theodora
I am so tired. I’ve been awake since… seven? Or so. I was up late chatting with a friend who’s grandfather passed yesterday.
Continue reading “Of Brain Fog and BBQ”Of Tarot and Trepidation
13,074 Days Alive
5 Tarot Cards Pulled
I joined the two squares of Baby Alice’s blanket tonight! I decided against making it larger than lapghan sized.
Continue reading “Of Tarot and Trepidation”Of Plum and Progress (Or lack there of)
13,073 Days Alive
I didn’t get a single thing done today at work that I wanted to. I’m phenomenally frustrated.
Continue reading “Of Plum and Progress (Or lack there of)”Of Grilled Cheese and Games
13,072 Days Alive
So… apparently the fact that I associate colors/sensations/music with people is outside the norm. I was talking about it with Gwendolyn and J this evening.
Continue reading “Of Grilled Cheese and Games”Of Andouille and An Almost-Accident
13,070 Days Alive
4 Cookies Left
2 Bowls of Soup Eaten
1 New Necklace Made
So, while J and I were driving towards picking up pizza for Bill6, since he doesn’t do fifteen bean soup, we almost got into an accident as some pair of shmucks cut me off and nearly knocked my front bumper off in a near-miss sideswipe.
It sucked, but I’m glad we’re both okay and so is Peggy (my car).
Continue reading “Of Andouille and An Almost-Accident”Of Chinese Food and Cookies
13,069 Days Alive
24 Banana Bread Cookies Made
4 Egg Rolls Eaten
2 Orders of a Chinese Takeout
Today was super stressful at work, so I turned to an old solace after work: the kitchen.
Continue reading “Of Chinese Food and Cookies”Of Burgers and Burnout
13,068 Days Alive
Fen made these delicious bacon-topped burgers for us tonight. They were delicious with a small salad and some sweet potato fries.
Continue reading “Of Burgers and Burnout”Of Writing and Wednesdays
13,067 Days Alive
It seems another day of technical difficulties. Work went well for the first bit, but then I had a massive panic attack and wasted half my lunch break in distress.
Continue reading “Of Writing and Wednesdays”Of Medicine and Malfunctioning Technologies
13,063 Days Alive
3 New Diagnoses
2 Adjustments to Medication
1 Doctor Appointment
Today was… a train wreck. I didn’t finish anything that I wanted to at work, barely got to touch my calls. I’m so frustrated. The system kept going down today and it just killed my ability to get things done.
Continue reading “Of Medicine and Malfunctioning Technologies”Of Chipotle and Catharsis
13,056 Days Alive
I am not up to this tonight. I’m upset and stressed and just… not up to it. I’m going to go meditate.
Take your meds, folks; and hug your loved ones as often as you can.
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