13,264 Days Alive
86 Degrees in the Apartment
The a/c unit is on the fritz again. It’s almost ninety in here. Ugh.
Continue reading “Of Heat and Headaches”Of Heat and Headaches
Category: Panic Attack
Of Panic and Pastries
13,236 Days Alive
I have a love of oatmeal cream pies that defies explanation. I hate oatmeal, on the whole. The texture, the smell, whatever. But oatmeal cream pies? Yum!
Continue reading “Of Panic and Pastries”Of Finish Lines and Frustration
13,228 Days Alive
Look, I’m ready to burst into tears at the next slight inconvenience. I am not in a good headspace.
Continue reading “Of Finish Lines and Frustration”Of Grilled Cheese and Goodbyes
13,212 Days Alive
729 Days Straight on Duolingo
7 Slices of Bacon Eaten
2.5 Grilled Cheeses Eaten
1 Departing Coworker
My friend Izzy is leaving. Or has left. The office gossip hasn’t decided. Nor has she, apparently, as she called out again today, the poor thing.
Continue reading “Of Grilled Cheese and Goodbyes”Of Deadlines and Driving
13,209 Days Alive
74 Miles Driven
Today was A Day. I am learning and I messed up on a deadline and had to fine something online at the eleventh hour. I made it though, I just can’t let it happen again.
I’m up visiting J and Bill6 for the day, to help J out with a little chore tomorrow. So, for now, I’m headed to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Chapters and Chili Powder
13,206 Days Alive
We had meatless taco meat and rice for dinner tonight. My sugar wasn’t too high after, so that’s good.
Continue reading “Of Chapters and Chili Powder”Of Video Chats and Vetero
13,205 Days Alive
722 Days Straight on Duolingo
62 Minutes Spent Chatting with My New Friend
1 Lost Coworker
I had to talk myself down from a panic attack at work today. A work friend got fired and all I could think was that I was going to be fired, too. I’m not fired. I’m still employed. But gods was it a tough day.
Continue reading “Of Video Chats and Vetero”Of Games and Goals
13,198 Days Alive
715 Days Straight on Duolingo
3 Games Played
2.5 Weeks of Memos Caught Up
2 Servings of Chicken Nachos
1 Grocery Run
Holy hell was today productive at work. Between decent sleep, meds, and just a really good day I got a lot of things done.
Continue reading “Of Games and Goals”Of Spoons and Soft Tacos
14,071 Days Alive
I am out of spoons. Couldn’t even make dinner.
I’m fried from work. Tomorrow is pie night at Village Inn. That’s what’s for dinner tomorrow.
So stressed. So tired. Been awake two days now.
UGH.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Children and Cupcakes
14,061 Days Alive
100 Miles Driven
1 Happy to See Me Cat Called Spock
I am so damn tired. Little Bee’s birthday party went well.
Continue reading “Of Children and Cupcakes”Of Chores and Chai
14,059 Days Alive
3 Panic Attacks
1 Postponed Meeting (Three times!)
Today was stressful at work. I’m just mentally exhausted. Still loving my job, but I got an important project tossed into my lap as soon as I walked in today and spent most of the day stressed as hell.
Continue reading “Of Chores and Chai”Of Anger and Actualization
14,013 Days Alive
60 Minutes of Therapy
2 Homework Assignments
1 New Book to Read
I had therapy today and man was it hard. I keep getting triggered by a specific stressor and I don’t know how to go about removing it form my peripherals. It’s an exceedingly complicated situation.
I also need to work on my anger.
Continue reading “Of Anger and Actualization”Of Frustration and Fibromyalgia Flares
13,081 Days Alive
601 Days Straight on Duolingo
I am in “I kind of want to vomit” levels of pain right now. I have no idea, other than stress from work, what could have triggered this flare up.
I just can’t tonight. I’ve been awake since four a.m.
Take your meds, folks.
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