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Category: Panic Attack

Of Cramps and Craziness

November 20, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

17,054 Words on My NaNovel

12,929 Days Alive

3 Soft Taco Supremes for Dinner

1 Plate of Nachos Eaten

I’m cramping like hell today. I know I’m hydrated, so it’s likely my uterus throwing a fit. And the fact that I had to haul a giant tub of mail to the post office today. Either way, some stretching helped a bit.

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Of Medicine and Meowing

September 23, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,871 Days Alive

100 MG of Hydroxyzine Taken

1 Upped Medication

I had my psych doctor appointment today. My depression is still really bad and I’m maxed out on Lexapro, so we’re going up my Wellbutrin and see if that helps.

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Of Weariness and Words

September 16, 2020September 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,864 Days Alive

3 Pages of Outline Done

How is it only Wednesday?? I feel like this week is taking forever.

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Tuesday In a Tizzy

August 25, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,842 Days Alive

17 Rows of Sparrow’s Seaside Blanket Done So Far

1 Bad Brain Day

So. The doctor didn’t issue me a refill of my Lyrica so when I went to the pharmacy today to get it, it wasn’t ready. Thankfully, I’m not out yet, but it was worrisome.

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Boxtopia Nigh Upon Defeated

August 18, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,835 Days Alive

1 More Box to Unpack

With a great deal of help, and a little bit of crying, the last box of my things left to unpack is the box of shoes we don’t yet have a storage solution for. So they’re going to stay boxed for now.

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The Journey Begins

August 13, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,830 Days Alive

1 New Set of Keys

We got the keys to the new apartment today. Decals and gate fobs and all that Jazz.

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Upset Stomach

August 7, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,824 Days Alive

Today was a difficult day at work. I woke up with a sour stomach.

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Super Saturday

July 4, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,690 Days Alive

35 Years, 6 Days

3 New Games Learned

So I’m up at J and Bill6’s place for the weekend. It’s been board games and general hilarity.

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Panicky Thursday

May 14, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,739 Days Alive

7 Mozzarella Sticks Eaten

1 Massive Panic Attack

Today was hyper manic for me. I was stuck in fast forward for most of the day and left feeling wrung out after work.

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Gossamer Thread

May 29, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,388 Days Alive

Today is one of those drowning days.

I feel overwhelmed to the point of disconnection.

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Testing Me Tuesday

April 30, 2019April 30, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,359 Days Alive

7,531 Books to Read

I must be getting ready to get run over by my menstrual cycle, coz I feel like crap and would willingly kidney punch someone for some goddamned Andy’s hot fry chips or Cheetos.

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Contacts

March 23, 2019March 24, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,221 Days Alive

7,171 Books to Read

3 Episodes of Queer Eye

1 Helping of Bread Pudding from the Pub

I spent the day being productive as hell. The days started with a panic attack at five am. It happens, unfortunately.

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Nearly Friday

March 21, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,219 Days Alive

7,137 Books to Read

I’m having one of those drowning days.

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