All right, another tricky one. This one is dark and delves deep into some of my issues. So, be forewarned.
Quick recap: for me, May of 2020 is all about self-love. I’m trying to be kinder and embrace a more self-focused positive attitude. Each day, I’ll be working from one of the prompts from Tia Harding’s 32 Self-Love Journal Prompts or from The Petite Planner’s 30 Days of Self-Love.
Here’s today’s prompt: “What areas of life do you need help with?“
Trigger warning: discussion of rape/sexual abuse, physical abuse, eating disorder, and alcoholism.
Continue reading “Self-Love Journal Prompt: Day 16”
12,446 Days Alive
Another week down
Not every coping mechanism is a positive one. Continue reading “Self Destruct Buttons”
12,404 Days Alive
Today was my last day at the University. It was bittersweet as hell. My coworkers threw me a little going away party and I, thank my not waterproof eyeliner, did not cry!
Continue reading “Bittersweet Endings”
12,215 Days Alive
6,754 Books To Read
14 Days Until I Meet Baby Bubble
4 Books I Need to Remember to Review
3 Frog and Restart Sessions
1 Entire Digorno Pizza Consumed
I officially said my final fair well to carbohydrate consumption in great amounts today. I start the ketogenic diet fully in the morning. Why?
Because I know I can do it. I want to do it. And for fuck’s sake, I am tired of being fat.
***Trigger warning for content: I am going to discuss my being a rape survivor in this entry.***
Continue reading “Sleep, Shopping, and Some Spirits!”
12,268 Days Alive
6,393 Books to Read
7 Marshmallow Eaten
2 Slice of Banana Eaten
1 Moscow Mule Tried and Enjoyed
1 Really Awesome Night with Stephanie and Tink
We went to the Melting Pot for an early Imbolc celebration tonight!
Just Tink, Stephanie, and I.
We had fun!
Continue reading “Titillating Tuesday”
Days Alive: 12,201
Crappy “cherry jolly rancher” margaritas consumed: 1 and 1/2
Words Written: 1,901
Meals Eaten: 1
Cats Snuggled: 3
I’m having a really bad pain day. Since I’m still getting run over by my damn menstrual cycle, I’ve spent half the day curled up around a heating pad.
Continue reading “Margaritas, Messages, and Meowing”