Wretched.

12,234 Days Alive

4th Day Feeling Awful

Still feeling like mildly microwaved death. Apparently it’s just a cold.

But between lack of sleep from coughing and bad reactions to cold meds, I literally want to curl up and stop existing.

And now I’m crying over soap.

Weekend Worries

12,220 Days Alive

7,169 Books To Read

5,375 Steps Taken Today

So, I’m kind of in emotional shutdown right now. Hiatus from actual feeling.

There’s just the over my head overwhelmed exhausted bullshit.

I just have to keep going.