Skip to content
Postmark Wonderland

Postmark Wonderland

Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

  • An Overview
  • About Me
    • Bio
    • Contact
    • Social Media
      • Archive of Our Own
      • Facebook
      • Instagram
      • NaNoWriMo
      • Twitter
  • Post Collections
    • Book Reviews
    • Insomnia Interludes
    • Here Is a Collection of Recipes!
    • Reviews: Master Collection
  • Suicide Prevention & Mental Health
  • Credits
  • The Latest Letters from Wonderland

Tag: Struggling

Of Burgers and Burnout

April 8, 2021April 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,068 Days Alive

Fen made these delicious bacon-topped burgers for us tonight. They were delicious with a small salad and some sweet potato fries.

Continue reading “Of Burgers and Burnout” →

Of Writing and Wednesdays

April 7, 2021April 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,067 Days Alive

It seems another day of technical difficulties. Work went well for the first bit, but then I had a massive panic attack and wasted half my lunch break in distress.

Continue reading “Of Writing and Wednesdays” →

Of Medicine and Malfunctioning Technologies

April 5, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,063 Days Alive

3 New Diagnoses

2 Adjustments to Medication

1 Doctor Appointment

Today was… a train wreck. I didn’t finish anything that I wanted to at work, barely got to touch my calls. I’m so frustrated. The system kept going down today and it just killed my ability to get things done.

Continue reading “Of Medicine and Malfunctioning Technologies” →

Of Hobbies and Home

April 4, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,062 Days Alive

2 Necklaces Made

1 Bowl of Ramen Eaten

I got to see Sparrow today! Fen and I met up with them for lunch with their significant other, Patrick. We went to the ramen house just down the street that is very COVID-precaution compliant.

Continue reading “Of Hobbies and Home” →

Of Drafting and Down Time

April 3, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,061 Days Alive

2 Pages Done on the Book of Stars

1 Long Day Off

I got to see my shieldbrother Bob, his wife, Flora, and their little one, Wolfe today. It was nice to see them. A lot of time was spent reading to little Wolfe and talking about nerdy stuff.

Continue reading “Of Drafting and Down Time” →

Of Mullets and Mourning

April 2, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,060 Days Alive

Today was a difficult day for me. So this afternoon I got a hair cut. The guy, Mike M., gave me a very stylish mullet.

Continue reading “Of Mullets and Mourning” →

Of Coraline and Chocolate

April 1, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,059 Days Alive

I’ve got a killer diller headache tonight. I’ve tried water, caffeine, chocolate, and NSAIDs. Ugh. I hope it doesn’t turn into a migraine. I’ve got stuff to do this weekend.

Continue reading “Of Coraline and Chocolate” →

Of Ramen and Reality

March 30, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,057 Days Alive

I’m still in emotional turmoil. Death, mental disasters, and work stress have made a perfect storm of absolute fuckery that has me exhausted.

Continue reading “Of Ramen and Reality” →

Of Chipotle and Catharsis

March 29, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,056 Days Alive

I am not up to this tonight. I’m upset and stressed and just… not up to it. I’m going to go meditate.

Take your meds, folks; and hug your loved ones as often as you can.

Of Anger and Acceptance

March 25, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,052 Days Alive

So I’ve been doing some research. And I’m livid. Not mad, not pissed off, fucking livid. Because this new diagnosis? It basically means that I’m fucking broken due to trauma experienced in my past.

Continue reading “Of Anger and Acceptance” →

Of Distress and Diagnosis

March 24, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,051 Days Alive

So not only did I wake up around two a.m. violently ill, I also had a telehealth doctor appointment today. And I have a new diagnosis.

Continue reading “Of Distress and Diagnosis” →

Of Chimichangas and Crafting

March 19, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,046 Days Alive

I actually did something artsy today! Fen got a new crafting toy and we were both playing with it.

Continue reading “Of Chimichangas and Crafting” →

Of Milestones and Meditation

March 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,045 Days Alive

900 Days Blogging in a Row

Woo! Made it 900 days in a row! This is pretty impressive for me. I’ve not made any of my goals for the year yet, but I am at least consistent in posting.

Continue reading “Of Milestones and Meditation” →

Posts navigation

Older posts
Newer posts

Searching for Something?

June 2026
M T W T F S S
1234567
891011121314
15161718192021
22232425262728
2930  
« Apr    

Please enter your email address to follow this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email.

Join 341 other subscribers
Follow Postmark Wonderland on WordPress.com

Categories

Anxiety Bipolar Mania Depression Down the Rabbit Hole Hobbies In Pain Life Mental Health Tired

Help a tea-addled bibliophile out!

Want to help me read and review more books? Or get another cup of tea? Check out my Amazon Ebook Wishlist or buy me a cup of tea!

Helping Hand

Hi friends! Want to see more reviews, more content? Help a human out, if you please:

Help keep my tea-addled self in my cups (of tea!) through this little wishlist

Visit my LinkTree for more links to gift!

Your kindness is greatly appreciated.

Enter your email address to follow this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email.

Join 341 other subscribers
Follow Postmark Wonderland on WordPress.com

Categories

Website Powered by WordPress.com.
  • Subscribe Subscribed
    • Postmark Wonderland
    • Join 316 other subscribers
    • Already have a WordPress.com account? Log in now.
    • Postmark Wonderland
    • Subscribe Subscribed
    • Sign up
    • Log in
    • Report this content
    • View site in Reader
    • Manage subscriptions
    • Collapse this bar
Privacy & Cookies: This site uses cookies. By continuing to use this website, you agree to their use.
To find out more, including how to control cookies, see here: Cookie Policy

Loading Comments...