It’s Definitely Thursday

12,718 Days Alive

7 Minutes in a Zoom Call

1 Divorce Finalized

I’m not quite sure what I have to say tonight. I’m feeling a lot and nothing all at once.

I know the court date and today’s proceedings were just the formalization of something already over.

I still want to cry.

But it’s…stuck. Somewhere beneath my breastbone. Like a fist clenching around my lungs.

This is why I took tomorrow off. I need time. Time to grieve. Time to process.

I’m exhausted in mount ways. I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.