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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Feeling Worthless

Of Rows and Rice

April 22, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,812 Days Alive

27 Armor Class

5 Rows Added to Junior’s Blanket

Well, my brain gremlins/depression kicked up again. I could barely pull myself from bed today. And ended up needing a nap halfway through the day because I couldn’t keep my eyes open.

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Of Breezes and Bedtime

April 9, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,799 Days Alive

1,299 Days Straight on Duolingo

1 New Recipe Tried

I did not get enough sleep last night. I overslept today but was barely late for work. I had to drink a Monster to get through the day, though. Zero Sugar one, of course, but still, caffeine was needed.

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Of Haruhi and Headaches

April 8, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,798 Days Alive

1 Mini Figurine Purchased for Pathfinder

Mellon ordered me an amazing miniature figurine for our Saturday Pathfinder game! Haruhi Hitlock is a Strix (owl person) gunslinger. The image on today’s post is of the mini figurine that he ordered.

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Of Nachos and Not Enough Sleep

April 5, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,795 Days Alive

600 mg Ibuprofen Taken

4.5 Hours of Sleep

2 Rows Crocheted on Junior’s Blanket

1 Birthday Celebrated

Today is a solid seven on the pain scale and an eight on the discomfort. It’s like my body just decided to throw a bitch fit.

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Of Marshmallows and Meijer

April 4, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,794 Days Alive

2 Grocery Stores Stopped At

1/2 Bag of Broccoli Made

So, I basically made Easter dinner this evening. We went shopping for cheese It’s and broccoli and then came out with over a hundred bucks worth of food.

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Of Reading and Rest

March 26, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,785 Days Alive

2 Hour Nap

1 Hour Spent Reading

Today was not a good day at work. And I have heartburn this evening for some reason. I didn’t get home until late today, because of work reasons.

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Of Pizza and Paperwhite

March 5, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,764 Days Alive

625 of 8,982 Kindle Books Sorted

213 Kindle Books Deleted

I really want a Kindle Paperwhite. They’re like, $190 for the “good” one I want to get. It’s got 32 gigabytes of storage, it’s waterproof, and has a three week or so battery.

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Of Total Loss and Terror

February 25, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,746 Days Alive

575 Words Written Today

1 Total Loss Declared

I’m so upset. And I’m still struggling financially. I don’t know what I’m going to do.

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Of Wordsmithing and Worries

February 24, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,745 Days Alive

161 Words Written Today

I am stressed to hell and back. Money is negatively right right now. But Pathfinder was fun at least.

I really am not okay right now. I’m trying to get through, but I just don’t know what to do.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Packages and Persistence

February 23, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,744 Days Alive

1 Rose Received

I feel like I’m failing as a human. Because I am struggling so hard financially even with a full time job.

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Of Carrots and Costs

February 22, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,743 Days Alive

$162 Dollars a Month for My Meds

3 Customer Compliments at Work

Today was an okay day. Work went well.

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Of Forgetting and Forward

February 15, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

Apparently I have had this in my drafts for freaking MONTHS.

I posted on my alt blog for Fiction February, but don’t have much to say here.

Maybe I should get a new therapist?

Maybe I should get some sleep.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Key Lime and Kleptomaniac Cats

February 5, 2023February 6, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,727 Days Alive

875 Words Written for Fiction February

15 Rows Done on J’s Monochromatic Blanket

Happy Snow Moon, y’all! 🌕

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