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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Feeling Worthless

Of Reading and Rest

March 26, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,785 Days Alive

2 Hour Nap

1 Hour Spent Reading

Today was not a good day at work. And I have heartburn this evening for some reason. I didn’t get home until late today, because of work reasons.

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Of Pizza and Paperwhite

March 5, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,764 Days Alive

625 of 8,982 Kindle Books Sorted

213 Kindle Books Deleted

I really want a Kindle Paperwhite. They’re like, $190 for the “good” one I want to get. It’s got 32 gigabytes of storage, it’s waterproof, and has a three week or so battery.

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Of Total Loss and Terror

February 25, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,746 Days Alive

575 Words Written Today

1 Total Loss Declared

I’m so upset. And I’m still struggling financially. I don’t know what I’m going to do.

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Of Wordsmithing and Worries

February 24, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,745 Days Alive

161 Words Written Today

I am stressed to hell and back. Money is negatively right right now. But Pathfinder was fun at least.

I really am not okay right now. I’m trying to get through, but I just don’t know what to do.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Packages and Persistence

February 23, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,744 Days Alive

1 Rose Received

I feel like I’m failing as a human. Because I am struggling so hard financially even with a full time job.

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Of Carrots and Costs

February 22, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,743 Days Alive

$162 Dollars a Month for My Meds

3 Customer Compliments at Work

Today was an okay day. Work went well.

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Of Forgetting and Forward

February 15, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

Apparently I have had this in my drafts for freaking MONTHS.

I posted on my alt blog for Fiction February, but don’t have much to say here.

Maybe I should get a new therapist?

Maybe I should get some sleep.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Key Lime and Kleptomaniac Cats

February 5, 2023February 6, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,727 Days Alive

875 Words Written for Fiction February

15 Rows Done on J’s Monochromatic Blanket

Happy Snow Moon, y’all! 🌕

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Of Orders and Observations

February 4, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,726 Days Alive

103 Words Written for Fiction February

3 Chicken Tenders from KFC Eaten

Work was super busy today. But we got everything done that needed to be done, so I guess it’s okay.

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Of Mistakes and Meat

February 3, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 2 Comments

13,725 Days Alive

385 Words Written Today for Fiction February

1 Minor Issue

Mellon took me out to a bookstore today because I had a bad day. It was super fun, and then we went to this place called Flat Top Grill for dinner.

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Of Harissa and Hullabaloo

January 26, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,726 Days Alive

3 Bulgar Wheat and Sweet Potato Lettuce Wraps with Harissa Eaten

1 Day Off Tomorrow

Man, work was both boring and busy today, somehow. We only had a few orders to fulfill today and they were all done before one p.m.

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Of Chickpeas and Chances

January 9, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,709 Days Alive

2 Boxes of Books Unpacked

Today was my first day at the home store. They do things completely different than how I had been trained, so there’s a bit of an adjustment period to be expected.

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Of Orientation and Oranges

January 3, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,703 Days Alive

4 Bahn Mi-Inspired Tacos Eaten

1 Successfully Completed Orentation

My new job is going to be a lot; but I genuinely believe I’m going to do well at it.

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