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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Feeling Worthless

Of Chores and Chai

July 8, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,059 Days Alive

3 Panic Attacks

1 Postponed Meeting (Three times!)

Today was stressful at work. I’m just mentally exhausted. Still loving my job, but I got an important project tossed into my lap as soon as I walked in today and spent most of the day stressed as hell.

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Of Exhaustion and Elsa

July 7, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 2 Comments

14,058 Days Alive

5 Hours of Sleep

3 Orders of Cheesy Fiesta Potatoes Eaten

No, not the Frozen Elsa, I mean the damned storm that rattled the windows all night with massive gusts of wind. Lost sleep over it.

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Of Tacos and Tarot Cards

July 2, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,053 Days Alive

Today was not as long as yesterday, but I did almost royally screw up a case, so now I’m ultra paranoid about doing things wrong at work.

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Of Nachos and Nightmares

July 1, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,052 Days Alive

10 Hour Day

1 Massive Thunderstorm

I did not sleep well last night. Between staying out too late, however much fun I had, and my nightmares, I barely got any sleep.

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Of Bad Days and Birthdays

June 28, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,049 Days Alive

36 Years Alive

1 Rotten Day

Well, I’m glad I had a good weekend because my actual birthday kind of sucked.

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Of Haloes and Hope

June 23, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,044 Days Alive

997 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland

661 Days Straight on Duolingo

3 Bouts of Migraine-Induced Vomiting

1 Missed Day of Work

Thank the gods for voice to text and technology in general. I still can’t quite see out of my right eye, because of haloes, but I’m hoping it’s better by morning.

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Of Top Hats and High Tea

June 19, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,040 Days Alive

My friend Michelle from my job back at my first records retrieval joint took me out to High Tea for a pre-birthday celebration! It was pretty cool.

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Of Cheshire Cats and Conundrums

June 16, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,037 Days Alive

I’m stuck on chapter three of my most recent work. I can’t quite figure out what I should do.

So, like all good procrastinating people, I did something else: watched Disney’s Alice in Wonderland.

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Of Cuddles and Coffee

June 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,036 Days Alive

We had a simple dinner tonight: grilled cheese sandwiches and soup. It was nice. We shared some coffee and a pre-made tiramisu from the grocery store. Now that was delicious!

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Of Recovery and Radiance

June 14, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,035 Days Alive

12 Spicy Nuggets Eaten

1 Awesome Gift

The sunset was lovely today. The skies were still clearing from an earlier storm.

But man am I physically wrung out still.

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Of Chocolate and Confusion

June 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,031 Days Alive

1 Slice of “Chocolate Suicide” Cake

I have a lot of feelings today. Not all of them are mine to claim.

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Of Frustration and Fudge

June 1, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,022 Days Alive

Happy Pride Month!!

If you didn’t already know, I identify as an asexual panromantic who happens to be genderqueer and polyamorous. Those are the labels I like. I don’t mind being sister, but I do prefer they/them pronouns.

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Of Tears and Tea

May 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,008 Days Alive

I don’t know if it’s PMS or something, but I’ve been trying not to burst into tears all damn day.

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