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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Feeling Worthless

Rainy Monday Morning

May 18, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,743 Days Alive

10 Rows in Cousin Kay’s Blanket

1 Adorable Cat Video

I love taking videos of my cat Spock. His antics cheer me up when I’m feeling a little under the weather.

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Mostly Fantastic Friday

May 15, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,740 Days Alive

I still don’t have enough time in the day to get done everything I want to. Or the energy, sometimes. I try so hard to power through these downswings. It’s difficult.

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Malcontent on a Monday

May 4, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,729 Days Alive

My day did not at all go to plan and it made me frustrated to the point of tears.

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Socialized Sunday

April 26, 2020April 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,721 Days Alive

2 Games Played

1 Movie Watched

I broke quarantine today. Socialized at a friend’s house.

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New Chapter, Day One

April 24, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,719 Days Alive

2 Chick Flicks Watched

1 Frozen Pizza Eaten

0 Days Without Crying

Today was really rough for me. I spent most of it crying or staring out the window at the rain.

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Change on the Wind

April 21, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,716 Days Alive

I’m restless again. I feel like I should be doing something but I’m stuck at a standstill.

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Rainy, Busy Monday

April 20, 2020April 20, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,715 Days Alive

1 Great Thunderstorm

It was terrifically rainy this morning! Lovely, sleepy weather.

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Freakin’ Friday! Whoo hoo!

April 17, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,712 Days Alive

2 Rows Left on DW’s Blanket

I’m so grateful it’s Friday. This week at work had me fried. And I finally finished the first round of yellow on DW’s blanket.

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It is Tuesday, Right?

April 14, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,709 Days Alive

3 Rows Left on DW’s Blanket (still!)

1 Freshly Shaved Head

I’m off to read until bedtime, but a quick update here.

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Yarn and a Yawn

April 9, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,704 Days Alive

9 Day Streak for Camp NaNoWriMo

6 Rows Left on DW’s Blanket

I’m exhausted! And stuck in fast forward! I’ve been like this all day! Oh look, a yawn. I took an anti anxiety medication with my nightly doses because I think I’ve been low-grade on the verge of a panic attack all day.

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Crochet and Campy Ghost Shows

April 8, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,703 Days Alive

8,277 Words Written So Far for #Camp NaNoWriMo

7 Jalapeño Poppers Eaten

6-ish Rows Left on DW’s Blanket

So I’m having a nice, chill evening in tonight. I needed a laugh so I watched Coco, but that just made me sad. So now I’m watching Ghost Adventures.

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Medication and Doctors

April 3, 2020April 5, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,698 Days Alive

1 Doctor’s Appointment and New Medication

Welp, I’m up to three medications for my depression and Bipolar Disorder. I kinda hate it, kinda hope it works out?

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Desiderata, By Max Ehrmann

March 31, 2020April 7, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

I have a favorite poem, one that I’m actually cross stitching, in part, as a hobby.

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