Category: Feeling Worthless

Thrown Off Balance

~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,354 Days Alive

Today is one of those days where nothing has gone quite right.

It’s exhausting and anxiety inducing as hell. I get paid tomorrow, but my entire paycheck is going to be decimated by bills and gas and medication costs.

I can’t seem to get ahead.

And apparently that’s my own fault. I don’t make as much as my housemates. And my attempts at finding side work has thus far been not as successful as I hoped.

Things will improve. I just have to work harder and more and pray I don’t burn out.

I’m going to bed.

Just another manic monday…You’re welcome for now having that song in your head. :)

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12,223 Days Alive

7,194 Books to Read

3 Pieces of Chicken Crusted Pizza Consumed

2 Cups of Tea Drank

1 Piece of Chocolate Eaten

I’m in the midst of an actual creative upswing, so this is just a hi, I’m alive. I’m not doing great again mentally, because I’m hella sad and feeling like I’m going through touch deprivation again even though I’ve been sleeping under my weighted blanket and asking for hugs.

I’m off to do some more writing and work on some more book reviews that are weeks behind. Whoops.

Night all. Take your meds.