Beyond that, I don’t care so much. Doing better than I am now, being financially stable, being happy with or without a partner would be icing on the cake. But all I really want is to be alive and thriving.
Something I learned in high school is that people are by turns amazing and awful. That all of humanity has compassion and selfishness bred into their very core. And that healing isn’t linear at all.
I did not get enough sleep last night. I overslept today but was barely late for work. I had to drink a Monster to get through the day, though. Zero Sugar one, of course, but still, caffeine was needed.
So, the main problem with having two people with ADHD living together is the graveyard of empty pop cans or half-finished bottles of water overs every available flat surface.
How does one fail at a therapy appointment? Spend more time listening to the therapist rant than about your own issues and you have the start of my problems with my new/now rejected therapist.
I had the day off today. Slept in a bit, tried to knit. I’m still terrible at it. But patience and dedication will prevail! Or I’ll cave and try a crocheted pattern instead.