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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Monday Madness

June 15, 2020July 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 2 Comments

12,781 Days Alive

5 Hours of Sleep

1 Day Long Panic Attack

I’ve been having an anxiety attack pretty much since this morning. Tight chest, anxious but exhausted, the whole head pounding and neck tight bs. At least I was pretty sure it wasn’t a heart attack this time.

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Snakebite on Sunday

June 14, 2020July 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,780 Days Alive

2 New Pairs of Jeans

1 Movie Watched

1 Fictional Death

So, no, I did not get bitten by a snake. Except in the context that we were playing the Oregon Trail board game today and that’s how my character died.

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Gifts Galore and a Rant

June 12, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,768 Days Alive

3 Early Birthday Gifts Received

It’s my birthday month! My friend DW, he of the infamous blanket I finally finished, and my middle brother Sean Michael surprised me with some early birthday gifts!

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Bad Pain Day

June 11, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,767 Days Alive

1 Raging Headache

So, apparently I am having more of a birthday party than originally planned. Not a bad thing, but unexpected. So I’m going to buy myself a birthday cake for the occasion.

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Self-Love Journal: A Reflection

June 1, 2020June 1, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,757 Days Alive

31 Journal Prompts

What a month, man. What a year. I literally can’t fathom everything that happened in May alone.

I’ll focus on what I can. #BlackLivesMatter, #FuckTrump, and fuck COVID-19.

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Chinese Food and Cookies

May 29, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,754 Days Alive

8 Crab Rangoon Eaten

2 Cookies Eaten

1 Mentally and Emotionally Exhausted Me

Today was a day. Work went well, though I was slammed. I’m still struggling a bit but it will get better. I think my mind was still half on Spock today so my focus kept wandering.

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Smart Saturday

May 23, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,748 Days Alive

$80.00 Spent on My Car

3 Disney Movies Watched

1 Awesome, Long Game of Smart Ass Played

So! In good news, my car isn’t dead yet. The bad news is the yet. She’s 16 years old, so I’m not too shocked.

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Rainy Monday Morning

May 18, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,743 Days Alive

10 Rows in Cousin Kay’s Blanket

1 Adorable Cat Video

I love taking videos of my cat Spock. His antics cheer me up when I’m feeling a little under the weather.

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Metaphoric Bullet Dodged

May 16, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 5 Comments

12,741 Days Alive

$1,200 Almost Spent

$254.38 Spent at the Veterinary Office

1 Second Opinion on Helena

Today was hellaciously stressful. It started with Spock’s veterinary appointment. He has a dual ear infection, but now he’s up to date on his shots.

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Fantastic Friday

May 8, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,733 Days Alive

261 Day Streak on Duolingo

85 Minutes Driven

So I’m up at Carver Cove, Bill6 and J’s house, for the weekend!

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Malcontent on a Monday

May 4, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,729 Days Alive

My day did not at all go to plan and it made me frustrated to the point of tears.

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Somewhat Productive Saturday

May 2, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,727 Days Alive

1 Accidental Nap

So, I made a mistake on the baby blanket I’m making for Baby Bubble. An unfixable one. I’m going to have to frog the entire thing.

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Beltane 2020/@CatCalledSpock’s 10th Birthday!

May 1, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,726 Days Alive

3rd Post Today

2 Phone Convos

1 Plan Made

Man, are y’all tired of hearing from me yet? Too bad, I’ve got more to say!

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