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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Tag: Depression

Of Cheshire Cats and Conundrums

June 16, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,037 Days Alive

I’m stuck on chapter three of my most recent work. I can’t quite figure out what I should do.

So, like all good procrastinating people, I did something else: watched Disney’s Alice in Wonderland.

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Of Cuddles and Coffee

June 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,036 Days Alive

We had a simple dinner tonight: grilled cheese sandwiches and soup. It was nice. We shared some coffee and a pre-made tiramisu from the grocery store. Now that was delicious!

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Of Recovery and Radiance

June 14, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,035 Days Alive

12 Spicy Nuggets Eaten

1 Awesome Gift

The sunset was lovely today. The skies were still clearing from an earlier storm.

But man am I physically wrung out still.

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Of Chocolate and Confusion

June 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,031 Days Alive

1 Slice of “Chocolate Suicide” Cake

I have a lot of feelings today. Not all of them are mine to claim.

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Of Struggles and Synonyms

June 9, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,030 Days Alive

I’m starting to think I may have endometriosis. The pain I get during gym cycle is absolutely wretched .

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Of Pain and Perseverance

June 7, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,028 Days Alive

Today has been another monstrous day for pain.

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Of Joint Pain and Pizza

June 6, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,027 Days Alive

4 Slices of Pepperoni and Onion Pizza Eaten

1 Horchata Milk Tea with Boba

Today was a day where I took it easy. I’m having a massive bad pain day. But I managed to get some things done.

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Of Writing and Wipe Outs

June 5, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,026 Days Alive

1 Nap Taken

Today was wonderful. Reffie picked me up around ten and we spent the day together.

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Of Frustration and Fudge

June 1, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,022 Days Alive

Happy Pride Month!!

If you didn’t already know, I identify as an asexual panromantic who happens to be genderqueer and polyamorous. Those are the labels I like. I don’t mind being sister, but I do prefer they/them pronouns.

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Of Caprese and Cayenne

May 31, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,021 Days Alive

3 Carne Asada Street Tacos Eaten

1 Happy I’m Home Spockers

So today was a paid holiday here in corporate America. I am grateful for the time I was allowed to spend with my family. But gods do people not know their own history.

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Of Chicken and Children

May 30, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,020 Days Alive

1,000+ Points in the Family Rummy Notebook

1 Tired Me

I slept so strangely last night. Odd dreams and such that woke me up several times and were forgotten beyond how odd they were by morning.

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Of Oz and (Even more) Outages

May 25, 2021May 26, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,015 Days Alive

633 Days Straight on Duolingo

So I lost half a workday today to further system issues. It finally got back up around noon, just in time for me to go to lunch. Ugh. How vexing. I scored an hour of overtime this week, though, because I asked for it. So that’s cool.

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Of Anger and Actualization

May 23, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,013 Days Alive

60 Minutes of Therapy

2 Homework Assignments

1 New Book to Read

I had therapy today and man was it hard. I keep getting triggered by a specific stressor and I don’t know how to go about removing it form my peripherals. It’s an exceedingly complicated situation.

I also need to work on my anger.

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