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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Recovery and Radiance

June 14, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,035 Days Alive

12 Spicy Nuggets Eaten

1 Awesome Gift

The sunset was lovely today. The skies were still clearing from an earlier storm.

But man am I physically wrung out still.

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Of Chocolate and Confusion

June 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,031 Days Alive

1 Slice of “Chocolate Suicide” Cake

I have a lot of feelings today. Not all of them are mine to claim.

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Of Pain and Perseverance

June 7, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,028 Days Alive

Today has been another monstrous day for pain.

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Of Frustration and Fudge

June 1, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,022 Days Alive

Happy Pride Month!!

If you didn’t already know, I identify as an asexual panromantic who happens to be genderqueer and polyamorous. Those are the labels I like. I don’t mind being sister, but I do prefer they/them pronouns.

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Of Caprese and Cayenne

May 31, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,021 Days Alive

3 Carne Asada Street Tacos Eaten

1 Happy I’m Home Spockers

So today was a paid holiday here in corporate America. I am grateful for the time I was allowed to spend with my family. But gods do people not know their own history.

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Of Oz and (Even more) Outages

May 25, 2021May 26, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,015 Days Alive

633 Days Straight on Duolingo

So I lost half a workday today to further system issues. It finally got back up around noon, just in time for me to go to lunch. Ugh. How vexing. I scored an hour of overtime this week, though, because I asked for it. So that’s cool.

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Of Anger and Actualization

May 23, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,013 Days Alive

60 Minutes of Therapy

2 Homework Assignments

1 New Book to Read

I had therapy today and man was it hard. I keep getting triggered by a specific stressor and I don’t know how to go about removing it form my peripherals. It’s an exceedingly complicated situation.

I also need to work on my anger.

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Of Tears and Tea

May 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,008 Days Alive

I don’t know if it’s PMS or something, but I’ve been trying not to burst into tears all damn day.

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Of Giddiness and Goals

May 7, 2021May 9, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,097 Days Alive

It was another great day at work today. But I am absolutely exhausted.

Let’s just say I tried to figure out if I could go back to school. The answer is depressing and expensive.

I’m going to bed. at least I get to see Reffie tomorrow.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Tarot and Trepidation

April 14, 2021April 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,074 Days Alive

5 Tarot Cards Pulled

I joined the two squares of Baby Alice’s blanket tonight! I decided against making it larger than lapghan sized.

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Of Plum and Progress (Or lack there of)

April 13, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,073 Days Alive

I didn’t get a single thing done today at work that I wanted to. I’m phenomenally frustrated.

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Of Grilled Cheese and Games

April 12, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,072 Days Alive

So… apparently the fact that I associate colors/sensations/music with people is outside the norm. I was talking about it with Gwendolyn and J this evening.

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Of Yarning and Yawning

April 11, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,071 Days Alive

12 Days to Finish Baby Alice’s Blanket

5 Hours Overslept

I got up at six a.m. to feed Spock, as per my usual. However, I slept terribly last night and decided to go back to bed. I slept until 11a.m. I guess I needed it.

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