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Manic Monday And Marshmallows

June 8, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,764 Days Alive

1 Load of Laundry Done

I literally had some marshmallows for dinner tonight. Work was a slow motion drowning today. So much mail.

At least the weather was relatively nice today. It rained for most of the day.

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Deluge and Disappointment

June 6, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,762 Days Alive

I didn’t end up going to the protest today with Cousin Kay for a multitude of reasons. One of which is I am afraid of dying from being tear gassed. I have pretty bad asthma, and I don’t want to suicide by cop. Also, it was storming most of the day.

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Rainy Thursday

June 4, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,760 Days Alive

I can’t attend protests, but gods do I wish I could.

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Self-Love Journal: A Reflection

June 1, 2020June 1, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,757 Days Alive

31 Journal Prompts

What a month, man. What a year. I literally can’t fathom everything that happened in May alone.

I’ll focus on what I can. #BlackLivesMatter, #FuckTrump, and fuck COVID-19.

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Chinese Food and Cookies

May 29, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,754 Days Alive

8 Crab Rangoon Eaten

2 Cookies Eaten

1 Mentally and Emotionally Exhausted Me

Today was a day. Work went well, though I was slammed. I’m still struggling a bit but it will get better. I think my mind was still half on Spock today so my focus kept wandering.

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Not So Relaxing Day Off

May 25, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,750 Days Alive

$274 Spent on an Emergency Vet Visit

1 Sick Spock Kitty

My cat Spock is still unwell. I’m taking half a day off tomorrow from work to take him to the regular veterinarian.

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Smart Saturday

May 23, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,748 Days Alive

$80.00 Spent on My Car

3 Disney Movies Watched

1 Awesome, Long Game of Smart Ass Played

So! In good news, my car isn’t dead yet. The bad news is the yet. She’s 16 years old, so I’m not too shocked.

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Rainy Monday Morning

May 18, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,743 Days Alive

10 Rows in Cousin Kay’s Blanket

1 Adorable Cat Video

I love taking videos of my cat Spock. His antics cheer me up when I’m feeling a little under the weather.

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Mostly Fantastic Friday

May 15, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,740 Days Alive

I still don’t have enough time in the day to get done everything I want to. Or the energy, sometimes. I try so hard to power through these downswings. It’s difficult.

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Panicky Thursday

May 14, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,739 Days Alive

7 Mozzarella Sticks Eaten

1 Massive Panic Attack

Today was hyper manic for me. I was stuck in fast forward for most of the day and left feeling wrung out after work.

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Wednesday Night Spooks

May 13, 2020May 13, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,738 Days Alive

2 Tacos Eaten

I am absolutely exhausted. I went to bed too late last night. I was up reading Fortune’s Fool by Mercedes Lackey. And then I didn’t even sleep well.

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Malcontent on a Monday

May 4, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,729 Days Alive

My day did not at all go to plan and it made me frustrated to the point of tears.

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Happy Beltane Eve 2020!

April 30, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,725 Days Alive

10 Years With my Cat Spock

3 Bottles of Medication Picked Up from the Pharmacy

1 Quart of Milk

I’ve been craving milk, chocolate, and oranges as of late. It’s odd, but easily fixed. I have some emergency mandarin oranges stashed on the front door table. And I was able to buy milk this evening when I went to pick up my meds.

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