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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Photos and Phyrexians

April 14, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,804 Days Alive

1,303 Days Straight on Duolingo

19 Booster Packs Cracked

1 Ice Cream Cone Enjoyed

I bloody slept all day. Like, woke up at nine thirty to eat breakfast, stayed up till maybe eleven am? And then passed back out till 4:30pm.

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Of Pecans and Pulled Pork

April 12, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,802 Days Alive

3 BBQ Pulled Pork Sliders Eaten

1 More Day at The Grocery

Tomorrow is my last day at the grocery store. I trained one of the new people today and it was… exhausting. I just wanted to come home and crash but I couldn’t.

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Of Changes and Chimichangas

April 10, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,800 Days Alive

Mellon and I both kinda accidentally napped after they got off work. I meant to crochet, but my body said “you sleep now”.

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Of Breezes and Bedtime

April 9, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,799 Days Alive

1,299 Days Straight on Duolingo

1 New Recipe Tried

I did not get enough sleep last night. I overslept today but was barely late for work. I had to drink a Monster to get through the day, though. Zero Sugar one, of course, but still, caffeine was needed.

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Of Haruhi and Headaches

April 8, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,798 Days Alive

1 Mini Figurine Purchased for Pathfinder

Mellon ordered me an amazing miniature figurine for our Saturday Pathfinder game! Haruhi Hitlock is a Strix (owl person) gunslinger. The image on today’s post is of the mini figurine that he ordered.

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Of Nachos and Not Enough Sleep

April 5, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,795 Days Alive

600 mg Ibuprofen Taken

4.5 Hours of Sleep

2 Rows Crocheted on Junior’s Blanket

1 Birthday Celebrated

Today is a solid seven on the pain scale and an eight on the discomfort. It’s like my body just decided to throw a bitch fit.

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Of Tornados and Tarot

March 31, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,790 Days Alive

1 Bacon Deluxe Burger Eaten

Well, the tornado sirens have been going off for the last few minutes. That’s mildly terrifying.

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Of Reading and Rest

March 26, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,785 Days Alive

2 Hour Nap

1 Hour Spent Reading

Today was not a good day at work. And I have heartburn this evening for some reason. I didn’t get home until late today, because of work reasons.

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Of Celebration and Cleaning

March 25, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,784 Days Alive

1,285 Days Straight on Duolingo

4 Bags of Trash Cleaned Out of the Bedroom

1 Cookie Eaten

So, the main problem with having two people with ADHD living together is the graveyard of empty pop cans or half-finished bottles of water overs every available flat surface.

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Of Bruce and Balderdash

March 19, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,778 Days Alive

1 Failed Therapy Appointment

How does one fail at a therapy appointment? Spend more time listening to the therapist rant than about your own issues and you have the start of my problems with my new/now rejected therapist.

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Of Total Loss and Terror

February 25, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,746 Days Alive

575 Words Written Today

1 Total Loss Declared

I’m so upset. And I’m still struggling financially. I don’t know what I’m going to do.

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Of Wordsmithing and Worries

February 24, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,745 Days Alive

161 Words Written Today

I am stressed to hell and back. Money is negatively right right now. But Pathfinder was fun at least.

I really am not okay right now. I’m trying to get through, but I just don’t know what to do.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Packages and Persistence

February 23, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,744 Days Alive

1 Rose Received

I feel like I’m failing as a human. Because I am struggling so hard financially even with a full time job.

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