Of Sausage Calzone and Showers

14,344 Days Alive

3 Pieces of Calzone Eaten

1 Shower Taken

I hadn’t taken a shower in two days due to depression. But damn if I didn’t feel better afterwards.

I don’t know why my depression has been hitting me so hard lately. I’m barely functioning. I’m pushing through as best I can but the mental “check engine lights” are all blinking.

I had to push back my therapy appointment due to a conflict on my therapist’s part. So now my next appointment is on the seventeenth. Twelve days away, so not terrible, but I almost want to reach out to my therapist and tell her what’s going on.

I slept in but not as badly as I could have. I was awake by eleven but didn’t bother to peel myself out of bed until we had to get ready to leave for Pathfinder.

I’m faking it till I make it. Smiling, trying to engage with the guys. I did get to hang out with Tina and Connor, played Left Right Center with them. It’s a fun little dice game.

Anyway, I’m going to go crochet and play my character, Moralee Grey Morrowind. And yea, it’s said “morally grey”. Heheheheehe.

Take your meds, folks.