14,569 Days Alive
42 Days till my 40th Birthday
5.5 Lectures to Finish Listening To
I am on the mental struggle bus today. No focus, having to re-watch all of my lectures from earlier this week to try and do the assignments.
I’m thinking of buying a shower chair to make it a little easier on myself. Maybe?
I’m so tired, but wired and anxious.
I want things to get better. I want to feel like I’m actually wanted, that people want to be around me for reasons beyond my usefulness.
Maybe it’s just brain gremlins. I’m going to go study.
Take your meds, folks.
Postmark Wonderland 