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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Depressed

Productive, Rainy Saturday

April 18, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,713 Days Alive

1 Row Left on DW’s Blanket

Today was a lovely, simple day.

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It is Tuesday, Right?

April 14, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,709 Days Alive

3 Rows Left on DW’s Blanket (still!)

1 Freshly Shaved Head

I’m off to read until bedtime, but a quick update here.

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Yarn and a Yawn

April 9, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,704 Days Alive

9 Day Streak for Camp NaNoWriMo

6 Rows Left on DW’s Blanket

I’m exhausted! And stuck in fast forward! I’ve been like this all day! Oh look, a yawn. I took an anti anxiety medication with my nightly doses because I think I’ve been low-grade on the verge of a panic attack all day.

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Medication and Doctors

April 3, 2020April 5, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,698 Days Alive

1 Doctor’s Appointment and New Medication

Welp, I’m up to three medications for my depression and Bipolar Disorder. I kinda hate it, kinda hope it works out?

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Desiderata, By Max Ehrmann

March 31, 2020April 7, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

I have a favorite poem, one that I’m actually cross stitching, in part, as a hobby.

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Finally Freakin’ Friday, Hooray!

March 27, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,691 Days Alive

9 Rows Left on DW’s Blanket

1 Massive Headache

Today was filled with technical glitches and mischievous machines. But man am I glad it’s the weekend. I’m going to bed as soon as possible because it feels like I have a sinus headache and I hate it.

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Emergency Vet Run

March 21, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,685 Days Alive

We had a little mishap today, trimming Spock’s claws that ended up with a trip to the emergency veterinarian.

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Crochet and a Cat!

March 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,683 Days Alive

Today was one of those days where I had to sneak off to the bathroom to cry.

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Massively Melancholy

March 18, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,682 Days Alive

Maybe it’s because everything is spiraling out of control? Maybe I’m just in a downswing. Either way, today is an uphill battle to maintain functionality.

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Forgot to Post

March 12, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,676 Days Alive

I’ve got a bit of a shadow headache, so I might have a migraine coming on.

I don’t have the spoons to post something clever, honestly. I’m feeling really run down.

Time Change and Car Troubles

March 9, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

189,900 Miles on my Car

12,673 Days Alive

4 Hours of Sleep

I’m exhausted so here’s a quick rundown of today: insomnia kicked my ass, my check engine light cost me $360, and I’m going to celebrate the full moon by going the hell to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Therapy Day 1

March 6, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,670 Days Alive

1 Day of Therapy

I had therapy today for the first time in years.

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Terror and Therapy

March 2, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,666 Days Alive

90 Official Days at the New Job

2 Appointments Scheduled

1 Terrified Me

I know that my first thought when it comes to therapy shouldn’t be that I’m absolutely terrified. But, that’s what I am.

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