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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Feeling Worthless

Of Color and a Cat

September 24, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,872 Days Alive

2 New Hair colors Tried

So, I tried to dye my hair emerald and azure today. The emerald dye didn’t take at all. Like, at all, at all.

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Of Medicine and Meowing

September 23, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,871 Days Alive

100 MG of Hydroxyzine Taken

1 Upped Medication

I had my psych doctor appointment today. My depression is still really bad and I’m maxed out on Lexapro, so we’re going up my Wellbutrin and see if that helps.

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Of Crochet and Cackling

September 18, 2020September 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,866 Days Alive

This week is finally over. Somehow, the month is flying by but the year is dragging.

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Of Laughter and Labyrinth

September 17, 2020September 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,865 Days Alive

90 Minutes of Sleep

1 Doctor’s Appointment Tomorrow

Fen and I had pizza for dinner tonight. As I’ll likely have to go back on a more struck Atkins diet if I want to lose weight, it’s kind of a farewell to most carbohydrates.

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Of Weariness and Words

September 16, 2020September 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,864 Days Alive

3 Pages of Outline Done

How is it only Wednesday?? I feel like this week is taking forever.

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Of Crochet and Creativity

September 15, 2020September 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,863 Days Alive

Today is one of those big sad days. One of those days where how I’m feeling is akin to a physical burden.

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Of Meatballs and Marinara

September 14, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,862 Days Alive

9 Years in the Making

We had garden rotini with marinara sauce and Italian style meatballs for dinner tonight. I’m stuffed still.

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Of Books and Belief

September 13, 2020September 14, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,861 Days Alive

110 Days Left in 2020

95 Books Left to Read-Maybe

54 Non-Golden Trio Reading Challenge Books to Read

16 Books Read So Far

I believe I’m going to have to amend my reading goal. JK Rowling has come out of the woodwork as an absolute TERF and I’m phenomenally disappointed in her for her inhumanity.

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Of Cooking and Catnaps

September 10, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,858 Days Alive

1 Successful Experiment

So I made kielbasa with peppers and onion tonight. As an experiment, I deglazed the pan with a splash of the 19 Crimes red wine we have left over from spaghetti night last weekend. It came out pretty good!

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Of Nightmares and Naps

September 8, 2020September 13, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,856 Days Alive

Nightmares suck.

I’m tired. I want a nap.

That’s about all I’ve got today.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Friends, Flora, and Fauna

September 7, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,855 Days Alive

8,807 Steps Taken

1 Chocolate Lava Cake with Raspberry Sauce Eaten

So, today’s post is image heavy. I spent the day with Usagi, Lex, and Megan today. It was lovely.

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Therapy on a Thursday

August 27, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,844 Days Alive

365 Day Streak on Duolingo

1 Tough Therapy Session

Today was rough. I had my therapy appointment with Vickie today. Made it all the way through without breaking down crying.

Which, honestly, shocked me.

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Imagine something witty here…

August 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 3 Comments

12,843 Days Alive

364 Day Streak on Duolingo

So, I make it no secret that I’m bipolar. I’m open and honest about it, my struggles, and my little successes in dealing with it through action, therapy, and medication.

But holy shit am I struggling right now.

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