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Category: Feeling Worthless

Tuesday Coming to a Close

February 5, 2019February 5, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,275 Days Alive

I am phenomenally low on spoon. I wrote 1,100 words today for #FlashFictionFebruary. I cried twice from the pain.

I am exhausted. So. Enjoy my writings. Take your meds.

Migraine Monday

February 4, 2019February 5, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,274 Days Alive

6,448 Books To Read

3 Tacos Eaten

2 New Pairs Of Shoes

1 Physical Therapy Appointment Completed

Today was a rough day. I woke up with a squidge of a migraine, passed out in the marshmallow bean bag in the living room after my morning meds. And had my first physical therapy appointment today.

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Waylaid Plans and Warring Worries

February 3, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,273 Days Alive

6,440 Ebooks to Read

6 Pieces is Bacon Eaten

1 Migraine Being a Jerk

Both my brain and my brain gremlins are being jerks today.

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Woe-Filled Wednesday

January 30, 2019January 30, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,269 Days Alive

6,419 Books to Read

6 Drawers of Polish Put Away

1 Crying Jag

I was helping Tink and Stephanie unpack and put away some of the boxes from the Boxtopia that the living room currently is this evening. It didn’t go as well as I hope, but we got some things done.

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Titillating Tuesday

January 29, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,268 Days Alive

6,393 Books to Read

7 Marshmallow Eaten

2 Slice of Banana Eaten

1 Moscow Mule Tried and Enjoyed

1 Really Awesome Night with Stephanie and Tink

We went to the Melting Pot for an early Imbolc celebration tonight!

Just Tink, Stephanie, and I.

We had fun!

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Muddled, Mildly Morose Monday

January 28, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,267 Days Alive

6,310 Books To Read

$40 Spent on ONE Medication (was $400)

5 Breadsticks Eaten

1 Massive Headache and Doctor Appointment

I am so ready for today to be over.

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Late Night Cop Out

January 26, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

Lots to say, not enough energy to say it. I’ll try again tomorrow.

Discomfort, Disappointment, Distress, and Debris

January 24, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,263 Days Alive

6,272 Books To Read

22 Times I Woke Up Last Night

6 Hours of Work Day Cut Short

3 Almost Crying Moments

I’m exhausted. And I feel like a failure.

Continue reading “Discomfort, Disappointment, Distress, and Debris” →

Gravity Works

January 23, 2019January 24, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,262 Days Alive

6,177 Books On My Kindle

3 Hours At Walk In Clinic

2 Missed Steps on the Stairs

1 Book Started/Finished This Day

So. Fell down a couple of stairs at work today after trying to brighten someone’s day.

I am in a phenomenal amount of pain.

Continue reading “Gravity Works” →

Sunday, Not a School Night

January 20, 2019January 20, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,259 Days Alive

5,881 Books to Read

3 Bookshelves Built

A lot accomplished today, but not as much as I wanted.

I’m hurting and have a headache. And I have plans tomorrow.

Someone catch the lunar eclipse for me. More of an update tomorrow. Sorry.

Sad Saturday

January 19, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

Depression is kicking my ass.

I can’t even read. I can barely move.

Send cat gifs and recipes.

Gremlins and Games

January 18, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,257 Days Alive

5,831 Books to Read

16 Days Not Okay

3 Plans Made for Next Week

1 Book Finished Today

Continue reading “Gremlins and Games” →

Hurry Up and Wait

January 17, 2019January 17, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,256 Days Alive

5,759 Books to Read

4 Books Finished and Reviewed in 2019 This Far

1 Crying Jag

I’m still not doing to great, mentally.

Get some rest, friends.

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