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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Nachos and Not Enough Sleep

April 5, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,795 Days Alive

600 mg Ibuprofen Taken

4.5 Hours of Sleep

2 Rows Crocheted on Junior’s Blanket

1 Birthday Celebrated

Today is a solid seven on the pain scale and an eight on the discomfort. It’s like my body just decided to throw a bitch fit.

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Of Tornados and Tarot

March 31, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,790 Days Alive

1 Bacon Deluxe Burger Eaten

Well, the tornado sirens have been going off for the last few minutes. That’s mildly terrifying.

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Of Reading and Rest

March 26, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,785 Days Alive

2 Hour Nap

1 Hour Spent Reading

Today was not a good day at work. And I have heartburn this evening for some reason. I didn’t get home until late today, because of work reasons.

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Of Celebration and Cleaning

March 25, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,784 Days Alive

1,285 Days Straight on Duolingo

4 Bags of Trash Cleaned Out of the Bedroom

1 Cookie Eaten

So, the main problem with having two people with ADHD living together is the graveyard of empty pop cans or half-finished bottles of water overs every available flat surface.

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Of Goalposts and Gloaming

February 26, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,747 Days Alive

499 Words Written Today for Fiction February

I took Mellon out on a date tonight. It was so much fun. We went to one of their favorite pizza places, a tavern called Barnaby’s.

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Of Total Loss and Terror

February 25, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,746 Days Alive

575 Words Written Today

1 Total Loss Declared

I’m so upset. And I’m still struggling financially. I don’t know what I’m going to do.

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Of Wordsmithing and Worries

February 24, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,745 Days Alive

161 Words Written Today

I am stressed to hell and back. Money is negatively right right now. But Pathfinder was fun at least.

I really am not okay right now. I’m trying to get through, but I just don’t know what to do.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Packages and Persistence

February 23, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,744 Days Alive

1 Rose Received

I feel like I’m failing as a human. Because I am struggling so hard financially even with a full time job.

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Of Carrots and Costs

February 22, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,743 Days Alive

$162 Dollars a Month for My Meds

3 Customer Compliments at Work

Today was an okay day. Work went well.

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Of Popcorn and Precious

February 16, 2023February 16, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,737 Days Alive

1,250 Days Straight on Duolingo

6 Pieces of Salt Water Taffy Eaten

I wrote something sad today for Fiction February over on my alt blog. The Brain Gremlins are loud bastards. And my anxiety is kicked up.

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Of Forgetting and Forward

February 15, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

Apparently I have had this in my drafts for freaking MONTHS.

I posted on my alt blog for Fiction February, but don’t have much to say here.

Maybe I should get a new therapist?

Maybe I should get some sleep.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Les Misérables and Lackadaisical

February 11, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,733 Days Alive

265 Words Written for Fiction February

7 Pizza Rolls Eaten

So, I can home needing a good cry today. Work was… a lot. But I left work at work. But I still feel stressed and just needed to release some emotional pressure.

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Of Key Lime and Kleptomaniac Cats

February 5, 2023February 6, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,727 Days Alive

875 Words Written for Fiction February

15 Rows Done on J’s Monochromatic Blanket

Happy Snow Moon, y’all! 🌕

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