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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Oddities and Obduracy

October 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,904 Days Alive

1 PB&J Eaten for Dessert

Do I get bonus points for using a mildly obscure word that basically boils down to being as stubborn as a mule?

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Of Stones and Self-Reflection

October 25, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,903 Days Alive

3 Slices of Pepperoni and Black Olive Pizza

1 New Bullet Journal

Today was a busy day! I woke up to the ever so lovey Spock licking my head. And my day got better from there!

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Of Wishing and WoW

October 24, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,902 Days Alive

7 Levels in Warcraft

1 Old Habit Revived

So, I didn’t fall asleep until after six am this morning. I wished I had because I’ve had a headache all day from being sleep deprived.

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Of Memories and Melancholy

October 20, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,898 Days Alive

419 Day Streak on Duolingo

2 Bouquets of Flowers

I’m sad. Today is my Daddy’s birthday. The second since his passing on 4th December 2018. I miss him terribly, today especially.

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Of Burritos and Burdens

October 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,897 Days Alive

2 Burritos Eaten

1 More Chapter Plotted Out

So, today was a rough day. Work did not go well and I had a mild panic attack at work due to unrelated things.

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Of Closets and Clothing

October 17, 2020October 17, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,895 Days Alive

2 Bags of Clothes for Donation

1 Load of Laundry Left to Do

I did it! With help, but I finally got Mount Clean Clothes put away!!

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Of Plotting and Plants

October 15, 2020October 16, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,893 Days Alive

414 Day Streak on Duolingo

16 Chapters Prepped for NaNoWriMo

We have a tiny nightshade plant growing in a crack in the ground on our balcony. I’d take a picture, but it’s dark out. When I remember to do so, I will.

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Of Fibromyalgia and Flare-Ups

October 12, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,890 Days Alive

4 More Days Till Payday

1 Heated Blanket on My Amazon Wishlist

Do you know what it means when I have a flare up? It’s like having a depressive downswing, but worse because everything hurts. Moving, walking, talking hurts.

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Of Borders and Bedtime

October 11, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,889 Days Alive

Y’all: I am so excited. I’ve started the border on Sparrow’s Seaside Blanket! It’s slow going, because it’s a new to me pattern, and it’s basically crocheting two rows at once. It’s the Wave Border Stitch. It looks really pretty so far.

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Of Dresses and Deals

October 10, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,888 Days Alive

I found a very pretty purple dress at Goodwill today. it was six bucks. I nearly bought another dress for thirteen dollars, but held off at Mel’s suggestion.

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Of Ghosts and Giggles

October 9, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,887 Days Alive

1 Cookie Eaten

Trigger warning: discussion of suicidal thoughts.

I’m exhausted. And really struggling tonight. The mental radio is stuck on the “no one wants you around, please kill yourself to lessen the inconvenience that you are” station.

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Of Soup and Silliness

October 8, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,886 Days Alive

2 Cadbury Milk Bars

1 Successful Evening

Well, the broccoli cheddar soup turned out really well. The recipe I used I followed fairly to the letter, minus the carrots.

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Of Broccoli and Boredom

October 7, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,885 Days Alive

1 Tired Me

Well, I have another date with MJ tomorrow! We’re going to do grilled cheese sandwiches with cheddar broccoli soup for dinner. I’m looking forward to it!

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