12,219 Days Alive
7,137 Books to Read
I’m having one of those drowning days.
12,219 Days Alive
7,137 Books to Read
I’m having one of those drowning days.
12,217 Days Alive
2 Taco Stuffed Green Peppers Eaten
1 Mild Headache
I have my psych appointment tomorrow afternoon. Stressed would be an understatement to the extreme.
12,216 Days Alive
7,044 Books to Read
16 Freshly Made Tortilla Chips
I’m… not doing okay. But I’m here.
Still crocheting. I’ve read two books so far today. And managed a culinary undertaking in making keto friendly tortilla chips.
So I’m going to go crochet a bit more before bed.
Take your meds folks.
12,215 Days Alive
6,754 Books To Read
14 Days Until I Meet Baby Bubble
4 Books I Need to Remember to Review
3 Frog and Restart Sessions
1 Entire Digorno Pizza Consumed
I officially said my final fair well to carbohydrate consumption in great amounts today. I start the ketogenic diet fully in the morning. Why?
Because I know I can do it. I want to do it. And for fuck’s sake, I am tired of being fat.
***Trigger warning for content: I am going to discuss my being a rape survivor in this entry.***
12,214 Days Alive
6,750 Books to Read
22 Guests
3.5 Hours of Sleep
1 Blanket Restarted
Oh man. Today has been long.
12,212 Days Alive
6,744 Books to Read
34 Years Worth Of 200 Books a Year
6 Pairs of Glasses
1 Row Redone
1 Migraine Persisting
I’m still short on spoons and have a massive migraine hang over, so this will be brief as well.
12,211 Days Alive
2,526 Yards is Yarn to Make into a Blanket
1 Migraine
Not doing great brain wise, so this will be brief. Starting the blanket for my niece, Baby Bubble, tonight. Basic pattern is here.
Hung out with Amy, at our place. Watched the first episode of Umbrella Academy.
I’m in need of sleep. G’night folks. Take your meds.
12,205 Days Alive
6,671 Books to Read
47 Minutes Alone
6 Meatballs Eaten
2 Books Read
1 Helena Towed
Today has been… interesting.
12,304 Days Alive
6,620 Books to Read
1 Flat Tire
1 Missing Lug Nut Lock Key
My morning started with a flat tire as soon as I got to work.

12,302 Days Alive
6,602 Books to Read
16 Days Till My Psych Appointment
9 Days Since I Last Slept Through the Night
3 Bars of Royalty Soap Bars That I Want (But can’t justify literally $30 for three bars of soap when I am this broke)
1 Living Room Vacuumed
1/2 Basket of Clothing Put Away
I am mentally and emotionally burned out. I keep going because I have goals set and I literally don’t know what else to do. But I feel like I’m on autopilot.
12,301 Days Alive
My weekend isn’t over yet. I have tomorrow off. I’m… I don’t know if I will sleep tonight.
I will try.
I saw a raccoon this evening. Maybe he means that my problem solving skills or adaptability will come to use this week.
I’ll stay up a bit and crochet some more.

12,298 Days Alive
6,590 Books to Read
3 Hours Slept
2 More Work Days
1 Hat Finished
I’m exhausted still, thought I likely won’t find rest, I will keep this brief. Only two more days before my weekend! Yay!
12,297 Days Alive
6,587 Books to Read
10 Books Read and Reviewed So Far
5 Chairs and a Dining Room Table Procured
4 Shawls Planned Out
3 Roses Found
2 and a Half Hour Meeting
1 Hat Restarted
I finished another book today! One of the Craving For Cozies books I had planned to read as part of my 2019 Reading Challenge! And had a very, very long meeting at work. And with some outside assistance, we bought our kitchen table!