Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
12,302 Days Alive
6,602 Books to Read
16 Days Till My Psych Appointment
9 Days Since I Last Slept Through the Night
3 Bars of Royalty Soap Bars That I Want (But can’t justify literally $30 for three bars of soap when I am this broke)
1 Living Room Vacuumed
1/2 Basket of Clothing Put Away
I am mentally and emotionally burned out. I keep going because I have goals set and I literally don’t know what else to do. But I feel like I’m on autopilot.
12,301 Days Alive
My weekend isn’t over yet. I have tomorrow off. I’m… I don’t know if I will sleep tonight.
I will try.
I saw a raccoon this evening. Maybe he means that my problem solving skills or adaptability will come to use this week.
I’ll stay up a bit and crochet some more.
12,300 Days Alive
5 and a Half Hours Worked
2 Movies Watched
1 Bowl of Trail Mix Eaten
1/2 a Disappointing but Free Pumpernickel Bagel
I had work this morning and it kind of felt like the day was running atop a half melted records. Time seemed to lag and jump in spurts like someone had left a record to melt over a doily and then tried to play it, expecting Chopin and getting meaningless screams back.
12,298 Days Alive
6,590 Books to Read
3 Hours Slept
2 More Work Days
1 Hat Finished
I’m exhausted still, thought I likely won’t find rest, I will keep this brief. Only two more days before my weekend! Yay!
12,297 Days Alive
6,587 Books to Read
10 Books Read and Reviewed So Far
5 Chairs and a Dining Room Table Procured
4 Shawls Planned Out
3 Roses Found
2 and a Half Hour Meeting
1 Hat Restarted
I finished another book today! One of the Craving For Cozies books I had planned to read as part of my 2019 Reading Challenge! And had a very, very long meeting at work. And with some outside assistance, we bought our kitchen table!
12,296 Days Alive
153 Days since Diagnosis of Bipolar 1
13 Major Life Events
I started this blog on Tuesday, 25th September 2018. It hasn’t been all that long. Well. Maybe it has? 153 days since my diagnosis. That is five months; that is twenty-two weeks as of today. It breaks down to 3670 some-odd hours, 220,350 minutes or so, or about 12,219,700 seconds. Again, give or take.
Read more…
12,295 Days Alive
6,578 Books to Read
6 Ibuprofen Taken
2 Back To Back Meetings
I’ve had a headache since noon.
Today has been awesome and frustrating.
The circle grows wider, change comes, and still I feel hollow.
Gotta keep going. Tonight, I’ll just sleep.
12,294 Days Alive Still
6,574 Books to Read
87 Wikipedia Articles Read
8 Episodes of Paranormal Survivor Watched
3 Hour Nap
Since I didn’t get but an hour of sleep this morning, I wasn’t as productive as I wanted to be.
12,294 Days Alive
6,569 Books to Read
82 Days Since Daddy Died
5 Episodes, So Far, of Marie Kondo
2 Pairs of Glasses Worn Today
1 Round Trip to Savannah, Georgia
Today was such an interesting day. We drove up with Tink to Savannah to help her get her car. And now I’m sleepless.
Not a good brain day. Trigger warning.
12,291 Days Alive
6,563 Books to Read
12 Hour Day
11 Books Read So Far In 2019
2 Reviews Written
2 Bouquets Made
1 Book Finished
1 Coworker Bid Farewell
Holy. Hell. Today was mega long.
Continue reading “Thoroughly Swamped Thursday”
12,290 Days Alive
6,561 Books to Read
6 Physical/Occupational Therapy Appointments Attended
1 New Purse
So. Physical and occupational therapy is completed. Open House is tomorrow at work. And I’ve been fighting a migraine since Monday afternoon. Ugh.
Have some photos of my day.
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