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Tag: Crying

Therapy on a Thursday

August 27, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,844 Days Alive

365 Day Streak on Duolingo

1 Tough Therapy Session

Today was rough. I had my therapy appointment with Vickie today. Made it all the way through without breaking down crying.

Which, honestly, shocked me.

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Toasty Tuesday

June 30, 2020July 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,796 Days Alive

3 Days Without AC at Work

It wasn’t as terrible today at work. It was warm but stayed under eighty in the office.

Wearing shorts helped, honestly.

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Mostly Fantastic Friday

May 15, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,740 Days Alive

I still don’t have enough time in the day to get done everything I want to. Or the energy, sometimes. I try so hard to power through these downswings. It’s difficult.

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New Chapter, Day One

April 24, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,719 Days Alive

2 Chick Flicks Watched

1 Frozen Pizza Eaten

0 Days Without Crying

Today was really rough for me. I spent most of it crying or staring out the window at the rain.

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August 28, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,478 Days Alive

1.6 Miles Walked at Work

Honestly, I’m a little toasted tonight. I feel like the raw nerve of a broken tooth.

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Fairly Rainy Friday

April 19, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,248 Days Alive

7,346 Books to Read

40 Centers Finished

2 Finished Squares

I’m tired as hell again today. Fell asleep on lunch at my desk. Coworker Belle was sweet as pie and shut off the light for me.

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Sleepless Saturday/Sunday Night

February 24, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,294 Days Alive

6,569 Books to Read

82 Days Since Daddy Died

5 Episodes, So Far, of Marie Kondo

2 Pairs of Glasses Worn Today

1 Round Trip to Savannah, Georgia

Today was such an interesting day. We drove up with Tink to Savannah to help her get her car. And now I’m sleepless.

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Tuesday Coming to a Close

February 5, 2019February 5, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,275 Days Alive

I am phenomenally low on spoon. I wrote 1,100 words today for #FlashFictionFebruary. I cried twice from the pain.

I am exhausted. So. Enjoy my writings. Take your meds.

Waylaid Plans and Warring Worries

February 3, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,273 Days Alive

6,440 Ebooks to Read

6 Pieces is Bacon Eaten

1 Migraine Being a Jerk

Both my brain and my brain gremlins are being jerks today.

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Writing and Crying

February 1, 2019February 2, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,271 Days Alive

6,434 Books to Read

4 Crying Jags

2 Cups of Coffee

1 Story Finished for #FlashFictionFebruary

So, I have to be up in less than six hours to go to work, so this will be quick.

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Muddled, Medicated, and Mildly Meditative

January 31, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,270 Days Alive

6,422 Books to Read

10 Nuggets Eaten

3rd Doctor Appointment

2 Episodes of Forensic Files

1 Living Room Half Reclaimed

Today was, well, terrible. It ended better than it started.

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Woe-Filled Wednesday

January 30, 2019January 30, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,269 Days Alive

6,419 Books to Read

6 Drawers of Polish Put Away

1 Crying Jag

I was helping Tink and Stephanie unpack and put away some of the boxes from the Boxtopia that the living room currently is this evening. It didn’t go as well as I hope, but we got some things done.

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Tiring Tuesday… and Tijuana Flats!

January 22, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,261 Days Alive

6,011 Ebooks to Read

3 Panic Attacks

2 Books Read

1 Good Meal with a Friend

1 New Author I Adore

So. Doctor’s appointment today. I stress bought 116 free ebooks while waiting for my meds in Publix.

And finished two books that should have reviews coming out soon.

And successfully defeated Mount Laundry.

It’s been a day.

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