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Tag: Panic Attack

Tuesday In a Tizzy

August 25, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,842 Days Alive

17 Rows of Sparrow’s Seaside Blanket Done So Far

1 Bad Brain Day

So. The doctor didn’t issue me a refill of my Lyrica so when I went to the pharmacy today to get it, it wasn’t ready. Thankfully, I’m not out yet, but it was worrisome.

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Monday Madness

June 15, 2020July 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 2 Comments

12,781 Days Alive

5 Hours of Sleep

1 Day Long Panic Attack

I’ve been having an anxiety attack pretty much since this morning. Tight chest, anxious but exhausted, the whole head pounding and neck tight bs. At least I was pretty sure it wasn’t a heart attack this time.

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Panicky Thursday

May 14, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,739 Days Alive

7 Mozzarella Sticks Eaten

1 Massive Panic Attack

Today was hyper manic for me. I was stuck in fast forward for most of the day and left feeling wrung out after work.

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Yarn and a Yawn

April 9, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,704 Days Alive

9 Day Streak for Camp NaNoWriMo

6 Rows Left on DW’s Blanket

I’m exhausted! And stuck in fast forward! I’ve been like this all day! Oh look, a yawn. I took an anti anxiety medication with my nightly doses because I think I’ve been low-grade on the verge of a panic attack all day.

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COVID Concerns and Pizza

March 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,690 Days Alive

2 Keto Pizzas Eaten

I’m tired. But today was an okay day. I think I did everything I was supposed to at work. Tomorrow will be busy as heck.

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Yawn-Filled Sunday

December 8, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,581 Days Alive

1 Project Completed

I went to see friends in Clearwater today. One thing it cemented was how much I would have hated the dastardly commute from home to Clearwater.

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Thoughtful Thursday

May 16, 2019May 16, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,375 Days Alive

7,784 Books to Read

2,752 Steps for the Day

I am a little overwhelmed and burnt out today. I feel like there’s so much going on in my mind that I just need to be quiet outwardly.

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Testing Me Tuesday

April 30, 2019April 30, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,359 Days Alive

7,531 Books to Read

I must be getting ready to get run over by my menstrual cycle, coz I feel like crap and would willingly kidney punch someone for some goddamned Andy’s hot fry chips or Cheetos.

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Wobbly Wednesday

February 20, 2019February 20, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,290 Days Alive

6,561 Books to Read

6 Physical/Occupational Therapy Appointments Attended

1 New Purse

So. Physical and occupational therapy is completed. Open House is tomorrow at work. And I’ve been fighting a migraine since Monday afternoon. Ugh.

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Waylaid Plans and Warring Worries

February 3, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,273 Days Alive

6,440 Ebooks to Read

6 Pieces is Bacon Eaten

1 Migraine Being a Jerk

Both my brain and my brain gremlins are being jerks today.

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Muddled, Medicated, and Mildly Meditative

January 31, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,270 Days Alive

6,422 Books to Read

10 Nuggets Eaten

3rd Doctor Appointment

2 Episodes of Forensic Files

1 Living Room Half Reclaimed

Today was, well, terrible. It ended better than it started.

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Titillating Tuesday

January 29, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,268 Days Alive

6,393 Books to Read

7 Marshmallow Eaten

2 Slice of Banana Eaten

1 Moscow Mule Tried and Enjoyed

1 Really Awesome Night with Stephanie and Tink

We went to the Melting Pot for an early Imbolc celebration tonight!

Just Tink, Stephanie, and I.

We had fun!

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Tiring Tuesday… and Tijuana Flats!

January 22, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,261 Days Alive

6,011 Ebooks to Read

3 Panic Attacks

2 Books Read

1 Good Meal with a Friend

1 New Author I Adore

So. Doctor’s appointment today. I stress bought 116 free ebooks while waiting for my meds in Publix.

And finished two books that should have reviews coming out soon.

And successfully defeated Mount Laundry.

It’s been a day.

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