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Of Hook and Health

December 9, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,948 Days Alive

9 Days of Writing

I feel run over today. It’s just low energy because of my cycle I’m sure, but every little thing seemed an uncontrollable situation.

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Of Gifts and Goals

December 7, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,946 Days Alive

3 Hours of Sleep

1 Massive Headache

Man, I love playing with the Wild Unknown tarot that Reffie got me. It’s seriously an awesome gift. I’m nervous about drawing in the journal, but I’ll work up to it.

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Of Laughter and Lackadaisical

December 5, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,944 Days Alive

1 Barbie Dream House Re-Homed

So, when Fen and I first moved into the apartment, I needed a new bed frame. I ordered one from Amazon and waited for delivery. But, then, I got two packages instead of one!

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Of Melancholy and Muppets

December 4, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,943 Days Alive

3 Christmas movies watched

I was in A Mood tonight after work. I’m not doing too great mentally. It’s Daddy’s death anniversary and I’m just… not okay.

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Of LotR and Laughter

December 3, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,942 Days Alive

8,151 Words Towards My December Goal

1 Part of the Trilogy Watched

We watched The Fellowship of the Ring tonight. It was nice but made me laugh because the Enya song in the closing credits totally made me more tired.

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Of Tea and Tension

December 2, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,941 Days Alive

So I did a little writing tonight; not much, but I got words on the page.

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Of Christmas and Cinema

December 1, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,940 Days Alive

7,829 Words Written on the New Fic

1 Holiday Tradition Accomplished

Fen and I watched Die Hard this evening. Because it’s a Christmas movie, of course. I forgot how much I enjoyed it, as it’s been many years since last I saw it.

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Of Pie and Perseverance

November 24, 2020November 24, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

27,478 Words on My NaNovel So Far

12,933 Days Alive

I bought a pumpkin pie for Fen and I while I was at the store today. I had to pick up cat food and I figured a little holiday treat would not go amiss.

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Of Weariness and Wordcount

November 22, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

21,768 Words on My NaNovel So Far

12,931 Days Alive

I went out today. Into the real world. I was trying to find a specific calendar I wanted through not-Amazon but failed because Barnes and Noble let me down.

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Of Echoes and Enchiladas

November 21, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

19,541 Days Words in My NaNovel

12,930 Days Alive

So, I woke up this morning scared out of my wits because I thought someone was in my room. While it was still dark out, I woke up and could have sworn someone was standing in the middle of my room, looking for something. Scared a year off my days, for sure.

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Of Cramps and Craziness

November 20, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

17,054 Words on My NaNovel

12,929 Days Alive

3 Soft Taco Supremes for Dinner

1 Plate of Nachos Eaten

I’m cramping like hell today. I know I’m hydrated, so it’s likely my uterus throwing a fit. And the fact that I had to haul a giant tub of mail to the post office today. Either way, some stretching helped a bit.

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Of Reading and Relaxing

November 17, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

15,487 Words on My NaNovel

12,926 Days Alive

I’m so tired still. I spent most of my down time after work reading instead of writing so I only added a few hundred words to my NaNovel today.

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Of Mania and Macaulay

November 16, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

15,087 Words on My NaNovel

12,925 Days Alive

2 Hours Spent Writing

1 Sleep Deprived Me

I’m in the middle of an anxiety-riddled, manic upswing. As of 9:30p.m EST tonight, I have been awake for thirty nine hours. And I’m not tired. Well, mentally I am exhausted but physically I feel like I could run a marathon.

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