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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Tag: Sleep Deprivation

Of Wishing and WoW

October 24, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,902 Days Alive

7 Levels in Warcraft

1 Old Habit Revived

So, I didn’t fall asleep until after six am this morning. I wished I had because I’ve had a headache all day from being sleep deprived.

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Of Energy and Exhaustion

October 23, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,901 Days Alive

2 Everything Bagels Eaten

1 Large Iced Maple-Flavored Coffee

I haven’t slept! I tried, I promise I did. But I couldn’t. And I don’t know why.

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Of Burritos and Burdens

October 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,897 Days Alive

2 Burritos Eaten

1 More Chapter Plotted Out

So, today was a rough day. Work did not go well and I had a mild panic attack at work due to unrelated things.

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Of Closets and Clothing

October 17, 2020October 17, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,895 Days Alive

2 Bags of Clothes for Donation

1 Load of Laundry Left to Do

I did it! With help, but I finally got Mount Clean Clothes put away!!

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Of Exhaustion and Exposition

October 14, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,892 Days Alive

413 Day Streak on Duolingo

Man, I did not get enough sleep last night. MJ and I were up till the wee hours. Haven’t laughed that much in a long while.

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Of Borders and Bedtime

October 11, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,889 Days Alive

Y’all: I am so excited. I’ve started the border on Sparrow’s Seaside Blanket! It’s slow going, because it’s a new to me pattern, and it’s basically crocheting two rows at once. It’s the Wave Border Stitch. It looks really pretty so far.

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Of Weariness and Words

September 16, 2020September 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,864 Days Alive

3 Pages of Outline Done

How is it only Wednesday?? I feel like this week is taking forever.

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Of Meatballs and Marinara

September 14, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,862 Days Alive

9 Years in the Making

We had garden rotini with marinara sauce and Italian style meatballs for dinner tonight. I’m stuffed still.

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Made it Through the Day

August 28, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,845 Days Alive

3 Episodes of Star Trek TNG

So, despite not having seen an episode of Star Trek: The Next Generation in recent memory, I can still recite the opening monologue and hum along with the theme music.

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Therapy on a Thursday

August 27, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,844 Days Alive

365 Day Streak on Duolingo

1 Tough Therapy Session

Today was rough. I had my therapy appointment with Vickie today. Made it all the way through without breaking down crying.

Which, honestly, shocked me.

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Imagine something witty here…

August 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 3 Comments

12,843 Days Alive

364 Day Streak on Duolingo

So, I make it no secret that I’m bipolar. I’m open and honest about it, my struggles, and my little successes in dealing with it through action, therapy, and medication.

But holy shit am I struggling right now.

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Tuesday In a Tizzy

August 25, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,842 Days Alive

17 Rows of Sparrow’s Seaside Blanket Done So Far

1 Bad Brain Day

So. The doctor didn’t issue me a refill of my Lyrica so when I went to the pharmacy today to get it, it wasn’t ready. Thankfully, I’m not out yet, but it was worrisome.

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Temperature Troubles

July 14, 2020July 27, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,800 Days Alive

83 Degrees Indoors at Work

1 Tired Me

I woke up fifteen times last night. I counted. I kept having nightmares. I don’t even remember what about other than I felt like I was drowning or suffocating. Repeatedly. I think the COVID crap is getting to me mentally.

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