Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,029 Days Alive
No spoons. Don’t feel well. Spent most of the day in bed or doing laundry. May need to get tested for lupus or get my fibro meds adjusted as this makes a week of bad pain days.
Working tomorrow regardless of how awful I feel.
Take your meds, folks.
14,028 Days Alive
Today has been another monstrous day for pain.
Continue reading “Of Pain and Perseverance”
14,027 Days Alive
4 Slices of Pepperoni and Onion Pizza Eaten
1 Horchata Milk Tea with Boba
Today was a day where I took it easy. I’m having a massive bad pain day. But I managed to get some things done.
Continue reading “Of Joint Pain and Pizza”
14,024 Days Alive
Today was a day of many little frustrations. I woke up late again, because I had trouble sleeping. I don’t care what TikTok says, I’m not drinking lettuce water to get some rest. I’ve tried some kooky things but I’m not doing that. Don’t care how soporific the effect is.
Continue reading “Of Whining and Words”
14,022 Days Alive
Happy Pride Month!!
If you didn’t already know, I identify as an asexual panromantic who happens to be genderqueer and polyamorous. Those are the labels I like. I don’t mind being sister, but I do prefer they/them pronouns.
Continue reading “Of Frustration and Fudge”
14,021 Days Alive
3 Carne Asada Street Tacos Eaten
1 Happy I’m Home Spockers
So today was a paid holiday here in corporate America. I am grateful for the time I was allowed to spend with my family. But gods do people not know their own history.
Continue reading “Of Caprese and Cayenne”
14,019 Days Alive
2 Chimichangas Eaten
1 Piña Colada Margarita Consumed
Well, best laid plans went a little awry today. The developer didn’t change Bubbles’ hair color as much as I hoped so well be redoing it tomorrow.
Continue reading “Of Rummy and Rain”
14,015 Days Alive
633 Days Straight on Duolingo
So I lost half a workday today to further system issues. It finally got back up around noon, just in time for me to go to lunch. Ugh. How vexing. I scored an hour of overtime this week, though, because I asked for it. So that’s cool.
Continue reading “Of Oz and (Even more) Outages”
14,014 Days Alive
632 Days Straight on Duolingo
1 Completely Down Day
So. Power outage at the main office today. I was supposed to work from home. But the system hasn’t come back up. I spent the day doing chores around the house.
Continue reading “Of Progress and Power Outages”
14,013 Days Alive
60 Minutes of Therapy
2 Homework Assignments
1 New Book to Read
I had therapy today and man was it hard. I keep getting triggered by a specific stressor and I don’t know how to go about removing it form my peripherals. It’s an exceedingly complicated situation.
I also need to work on my anger.
Continue reading “Of Anger and Actualization”
14,010 Days Alive
2 Days Without Good Sleep
3 Caffeine Pills Taken
1 Bag of Good N Plenty
Did you know that I have a love of black licorice? Not many people like black licorice, for some reason. But I do. I also like absinthe for the licorice like taste. And the sugar cube. Heh. Anyway! That non-sequitur brought to you be the idea of “chill pills”!
Continue reading “Of Goals and Good N Plenty”
14,009 Days Alive
I’m struggling and I don’t know why. Today was super stressful and I got crap for sleep last night so I was grumpy all day. We got drive thru tacos and watched some silly telly.
I’m crawling into bed early. I’m done for the day.
Take your meds, folks.
14,008 Days Alive
I don’t know if it’s PMS or something, but I’ve been trying not to burst into tears all damn day.
Continue reading “Of Tears and Tea”
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