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Tag: Struggling

Of Exhaustion and Elsa

July 7, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 2 Comments

14,058 Days Alive

5 Hours of Sleep

3 Orders of Cheesy Fiesta Potatoes Eaten

No, not the Frozen Elsa, I mean the damned storm that rattled the windows all night with massive gusts of wind. Lost sleep over it.

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Of Frights and Fireworks

July 4, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,055 Days Alive

3 Spooky Movies Watched

1 Plate of Homemade Nachos Eaten

I hung out with Rayne today. It was fun but exhausting for some reason. I’m not sure why but I had a massive pain spike not long after I got there.

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Of Tacos and Tarot Cards

July 2, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,053 Days Alive

Today was not as long as yesterday, but I did almost royally screw up a case, so now I’m ultra paranoid about doing things wrong at work.

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Of Nachos and Nightmares

July 1, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,052 Days Alive

10 Hour Day

1 Massive Thunderstorm

I did not sleep well last night. Between staying out too late, however much fun I had, and my nightmares, I barely got any sleep.

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Of Bad Days and Birthdays

June 28, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,049 Days Alive

36 Years Alive

1 Rotten Day

Well, I’m glad I had a good weekend because my actual birthday kind of sucked.

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Of Help and Horror

June 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,039 Days Alive

992 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland

10 Days Until my Birthday

I tried to read a horror novel at lunch. It didn’t sit well. Like, the writing itself was troubled. Oh well. On to other books.

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Of Frogs and Fibromyalgia

June 17, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,038 Days Alive

991 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland

655 Days Straight on Duolingo

I make the joke that I’m from a fractured vintage. Since I have fibromyalgia, among other issues, it can make things difficult at times.

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Of Cheshire Cats and Conundrums

June 16, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,037 Days Alive

I’m stuck on chapter three of my most recent work. I can’t quite figure out what I should do.

So, like all good procrastinating people, I did something else: watched Disney’s Alice in Wonderland.

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Of Cuddles and Coffee

June 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,036 Days Alive

We had a simple dinner tonight: grilled cheese sandwiches and soup. It was nice. We shared some coffee and a pre-made tiramisu from the grocery store. Now that was delicious!

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Of Recovery and Radiance

June 14, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,035 Days Alive

12 Spicy Nuggets Eaten

1 Awesome Gift

The sunset was lovely today. The skies were still clearing from an earlier storm.

But man am I physically wrung out still.

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Of Cookies and Cuddles

June 12, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,033 Days Alive

Today was the family get together at Uncle Gator’s place. We had a peanut butter cookie making contest. Me and cousin Jill lost to Bubbles.

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Of Chocolate and Confusion

June 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,031 Days Alive

1 Slice of “Chocolate Suicide” Cake

I have a lot of feelings today. Not all of them are mine to claim.

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Of Struggles and Synonyms

June 9, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,030 Days Alive

I’m starting to think I may have endometriosis. The pain I get during gym cycle is absolutely wretched .

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