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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Tag: Struggling

Of Dresses and Deals

October 10, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,888 Days Alive

I found a very pretty purple dress at Goodwill today. it was six bucks. I nearly bought another dress for thirteen dollars, but held off at Mel’s suggestion.

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Of Ghosts and Giggles

October 9, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,887 Days Alive

1 Cookie Eaten

Trigger warning: discussion of suicidal thoughts.

I’m exhausted. And really struggling tonight. The mental radio is stuck on the “no one wants you around, please kill yourself to lessen the inconvenience that you are” station.

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Of Soup and Silliness

October 8, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,886 Days Alive

2 Cadbury Milk Bars

1 Successful Evening

Well, the broccoli cheddar soup turned out really well. The recipe I used I followed fairly to the letter, minus the carrots.

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Of Broccoli and Boredom

October 7, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,885 Days Alive

1 Tired Me

Well, I have another date with MJ tomorrow! We’re going to do grilled cheese sandwiches with cheddar broccoli soup for dinner. I’m looking forward to it!

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Of Chicken and Cats

October 6, 2020October 7, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,884 Days Alive

2 Bowls of Chicken Fettuccine Alfredo Eaten

1 Attention-Seeking Cat

So! I had my date (thanks, MJ!) with MJ today. We spent the evening at my place.

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Of Weekends and Words

October 2, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,880 Days Alive

I’m so glad it’s finally Friday. This week has been a horror show for me. Knocked flat with a migraine and there was that change at work as well.

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Of Moonlight and Meowing

October 1, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,879 Days Alive

400 Day Streak on Duolingo

Spock is being exceptionally vocal tonight. He’s chirruping and meowing and purring up a storm. He’s been a real cuddle bug since I got home from work. Maybe he knows I’m not feeling one hundred percent better yet?

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Of Games and Giggling

September 25, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,873 Days Alive

This will be a short entry. We’re mid-game of Dinosaurs Island and I’d rather play than blog.

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Of Color and a Cat

September 24, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,872 Days Alive

2 New Hair colors Tried

So, I tried to dye my hair emerald and azure today. The emerald dye didn’t take at all. Like, at all, at all.

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Of Medicine and Meowing

September 23, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,871 Days Alive

100 MG of Hydroxyzine Taken

1 Upped Medication

I had my psych doctor appointment today. My depression is still really bad and I’m maxed out on Lexapro, so we’re going up my Wellbutrin and see if that helps.

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Of Mabon, Mochi, and Murder (She Wrote)

September 21, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,869 Days Alive

390 Day Streak on Duolingo

9 More Rows on Sparrow‘s Seaside Blanket

1 Project Drafting

NaNoWriMo 2020 is quickly approaching! It’s already the almost the end of September. Actually, now that I think about it, it’s Mabon! Officially fall!

Hooray!

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Of Crochet and Cackling

September 18, 2020September 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,866 Days Alive

This week is finally over. Somehow, the month is flying by but the year is dragging.

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Of Laughter and Labyrinth

September 17, 2020September 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,865 Days Alive

90 Minutes of Sleep

1 Doctor’s Appointment Tomorrow

Fen and I had pizza for dinner tonight. As I’ll likely have to go back on a more struck Atkins diet if I want to lose weight, it’s kind of a farewell to most carbohydrates.

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