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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Games and Giggling

September 25, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,873 Days Alive

This will be a short entry. We’re mid-game of Dinosaurs Island and I’d rather play than blog.

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Of Color and a Cat

September 24, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,872 Days Alive

2 New Hair colors Tried

So, I tried to dye my hair emerald and azure today. The emerald dye didn’t take at all. Like, at all, at all.

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Of Medicine and Meowing

September 23, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,871 Days Alive

100 MG of Hydroxyzine Taken

1 Upped Medication

I had my psych doctor appointment today. My depression is still really bad and I’m maxed out on Lexapro, so we’re going up my Wellbutrin and see if that helps.

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Of Color and Contemplation

September 22, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,870 Days Alive

Today is the first official day of Autumn. Mabon was yesterday and I didn’t do much beyond break bread with Fen.

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Of Mabon, Mochi, and Murder (She Wrote)

September 21, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,869 Days Alive

390 Day Streak on Duolingo

9 More Rows on Sparrow‘s Seaside Blanket

1 Project Drafting

NaNoWriMo 2020 is quickly approaching! It’s already the almost the end of September. Actually, now that I think about it, it’s Mabon! Officially fall!

Hooray!

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Of Stardust and Sewing

September 19, 2020September 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,867 Days Alive

388 Day Streak on Duolingo

10 More Rows on Sparrow’s Seaside Blanket

So, today is Rosh Hashana. The Jewish New Year and one of the big High Holy Days. I spent it being productive. Two loads of laundry, grocery shopping, and crocheting was my morning.

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Of Weariness and Words

September 16, 2020September 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,864 Days Alive

3 Pages of Outline Done

How is it only Wednesday?? I feel like this week is taking forever.

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Of Books and Belief

September 13, 2020September 14, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,861 Days Alive

110 Days Left in 2020

95 Books Left to Read-Maybe

54 Non-Golden Trio Reading Challenge Books to Read

16 Books Read So Far

I believe I’m going to have to amend my reading goal. JK Rowling has come out of the woodwork as an absolute TERF and I’m phenomenally disappointed in her for her inhumanity.

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Of Catnip Mice and Chicken Curry

September 11, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,859 Days Alive

19 Years Since 2001’s Terrorist Attack

Fen made an amazing madras curry this evening for dinner. It was delicious! We had ninety second rice and mixed veg with naan. It was really good.

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Of Friends, Flora, and Fauna

September 7, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,855 Days Alive

8,807 Steps Taken

1 Chocolate Lava Cake with Raspberry Sauce Eaten

So, today’s post is image heavy. I spent the day with Usagi, Lex, and Megan today. It was lovely.

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Of Tea and Talking

September 5, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,853 Days Alive

I went to a new to me place today called Bobacup. It was pretty good! I got a vanilla chai milk tea with honey boba. Hung around outside the shop afterwards as I and my companions socially distanced while drinking our respective teas and talking.

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Therapy on a Thursday

August 27, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,844 Days Alive

365 Day Streak on Duolingo

1 Tough Therapy Session

Today was rough. I had my therapy appointment with Vickie today. Made it all the way through without breaking down crying.

Which, honestly, shocked me.

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Imagine something witty here…

August 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 3 Comments

12,843 Days Alive

364 Day Streak on Duolingo

So, I make it no secret that I’m bipolar. I’m open and honest about it, my struggles, and my little successes in dealing with it through action, therapy, and medication.

But holy shit am I struggling right now.

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