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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Feeling Worthless

Of Wings and Worries

December 27, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,965 Days Alive

12 Rows Done on Grandma Gator’s Blanket

10 Boneless Wings Eaten

2 Loads of Laundry to be Put Away

I slept way too late today, but I at least got some decent rest. I still have laundry to put away, but I’ll get to it. Probably tomorrow because I’m low on spoons today.

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Of (Christmas) Eve and Eggs

December 24, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,962 Days Alive

3rd Rewatch of The Muppet Christmas Carol

2 Scrambled Eggs with Cheese

1 Sleepy Kitty

I only had to work a half day today, which was awesome. I love the camaraderie of holiday work days. Everyone is so supportive of each other at my workplace and it’s really nice.

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Of Yarn and Yawning

December 18, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,957 Days Alive

3 Cheesy Gordita Crunches Eaten

2 Episodes of Good Eats Reloaded Watched

I have a problem. I’m working on Little Bee’s blanket. But I cannot for the life of me recall which hook I was using to make it. Normally I write it down. But no, not this time. I don’t want to restart it for a fourth time, but I may have to.

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Of Outages and Otters

December 17, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,956 Days Alive

6 Holiday Cards Prepared

2 Hours of System Outage

1 More Sleep Till Friday

I got the cutest pack of holiday cards from Linna before they moved up north. It has a stocking on one set and an adorable dressed up otter on the other set. I quite liked filling out cards, even though they won’t likely be there in time for Christmas. Maybe New Year’s?

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Of Jedis and Jury Duty

December 10, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,949 Days Alive

3 Supreme Tacos

1 Sit Through of The Empire Strikes Back

We, as stated above, watched The Empire Strikes Back this evening. It was fun, if distracting to my attempts to write. But I was too frazzled from work to focus.

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Of Hook and Health

December 9, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,948 Days Alive

9 Days of Writing

I feel run over today. It’s just low energy because of my cycle I’m sure, but every little thing seemed an uncontrollable situation.

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Of Cramps and Craziness

November 20, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

17,054 Words on My NaNovel

12,929 Days Alive

3 Soft Taco Supremes for Dinner

1 Plate of Nachos Eaten

I’m cramping like hell today. I know I’m hydrated, so it’s likely my uterus throwing a fit. And the fact that I had to haul a giant tub of mail to the post office today. Either way, some stretching helped a bit.

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Of Muppets and Melancholy

November 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

16,480 Words on my NaNovel

12,928 Days Alive

1 Holiday Muppet Movie Watched

I love The Muppet version of A Christmas Carol. It is one of my favorite holiday movies. Fen and I watched it this evening on Disney+. They cut one of the songs out and we aren’t quite sure why.

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Of Sadness and Serotonin

November 10, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,919 Days Alive

Nothing to say today.

Bad brain day.

I’ll try again tomorrow.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Hope and Headaches

November 7, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,916 Days Alive

7,421 Words on my NaNovel

437 Day Streak on Duolingo

1 New President-Elect!

Trump lost the presidential race but still refuses to concede defeat. I’m elated that Biden won, but I am terrified for the harm the Orange Menace could inflict in the next eleven weeks.

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Of Cooking and Christmachanukwanzukabirthdasolstinewyearmas

November 6, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,915 Days Alive

4,000 Words on My NaNovel

1 Delicious Burger Eaten

Today, on the drive into work, they played a few Christmas songs. Only three, but it was enough to jog the Holly-Jolly spirit and make me start worrying about buying gifts or making them.

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Of Names and Numbers

November 3, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,912 Days Alive

Short entry tonight. I’m fried.

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Of Worries and Wondering

November 2, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,911 Days Alive

1 More Day Till the Election

I was raised mostly Jewish. Raised on stories about troubled times and survival and the Holocaust and the meanings of Passover. And it’s horrific to see history repeating itself.

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